A Tuna Sandwich for Plato - Ron Buck A Note to Consuela - Ron Buck Anvil, 1978 - David LaBounty The Lid Doesn't Always Slam Shut - David LaBounty At the Berkeley Free Speech Cafe - Tom Moore To A Student in Tabriz - Tom Moore Break Down - Alex Franco By Proxy - Steele Campbell Chronicle of a Funeral Dress - Alice-Ann Harwood Coda - Laura Rodley Cuckold's Plea - Donal Mahoney Don't Marry a Drunkard to Reform Him - Lauren Eriks Fall - Serena M. Tome Foreseeability - Liz Ciampa-Leuzzi The Man Who Became My Husband - Liz Ciampa-Leuzzi GI Joe Found, Abandoned in Park - Liz Clift I Did Not - Amy Corbin Jesus R. - Natasha Narayanan Juggler - Andrew Burke Borne Mid-Life Crisis - Jonathan Pinnock My Little Jack Russell - Casey Quinn Nana - Leo Racicot A Fat One - Oleh Lysiak Throaty Moans - Oleh Lysiak Ray Arrived Strapped - Oleh Lysiak Riding a Hog - June Blumenson Stardust and Solace - Katherine Parker Richmond The Eternally Recurring Court of Memory - Peter Crowley The Trouble with Turquoise - Oonah V. Joslin The Voices in His Head - Barry Harris The Walk Away Catherine Zickgraf To Anxiety - Grant Loveys Walker - Chuck Levenstein Where, Oh Death - Adam Hughes Wish - Peter Kahn A Silent Life Yana Rial
The small red swing
hangs frozen, lifeless. "Just leave it in", we had told the previous owners, seven years and a world of hope ago. Empty rooms, filling with spools of unused wool and unanswered questions. It's as though there's less of me now. The parts that can do this and that, jobs and chores, and nothing more. To give up this self-pitying and accept with a smile or to keep fighting or to simply grieve, to choose is to lose, one way or another.
Yana Rial writes about people and places and things in between. Her most recent poems have been published in the Mastodon Dentist www.mastedondentist.com/files/issue15.pdf and Camroc Press Review camrocpressreview.com/search/label/Yana.
A Tuna Sandwich for Plato Ron Buck
I've thrown a tuna sandwich at you, if you can reach it, take it. Give me your platitudes in exchange. If you ponder the inevitable, which you will, grab it and have a bite. Then consider how slipstream and hook commingle. A Note to Consuela Ron Buck
Should I forget to rise, albeit,
sing again with morning light; do not think about me, as the short shank has released its knot. Remember to water the aloe, ignore the cactus for another week, and toss the last, marginally fresh, rib-eye steak on the barbie before nightfall. Light the citronella wicks. Mosquitoes gave me the willies— little blood-suckers. Change out the music in the CD player. Have some fun. Feed the fat cat, and he'll take care of the three-toed mouse. Sorry, I forgot to pay the bills.
Ron Buck is the author of The Visual Plough, Gallowglasses, and Life On The Halfshell. He was also the host of the first online poetry conference established in 1981 on the WELL (Whole Earth 'Lectronic Link). In 2005 he was the recipient of Emerging Poets' Wordmaster Book Award. He has appeared in Leonardo, Scorched Earth, and La Fenetre Magazine. Ron currently resides in Wellfleet, MA. Anvil, 1978 David LaBounty
Evanston,
Evanston, my ten tear old eyes attached to binoculars and it's the college girls across the courtyard and one floor down in tank or halter tops. there are silhouettes of big hair as they dance to a cassette or vinyl and then on the corner, beyond the elms and the oaks and the robins singing from the power lines and well past the pigeons cooing from the gutters it's the family of hare krishnas hanging outside the laundromat, little bald kids with pigtails standing half naked while waiting for their clothes to dry. I thank god for all of that. the lid doesn't always slam shut David LaBounty my grandmother eighty something starting to scatter & fade had to abandon her house and move into an assisted living center she brought a few pieces of furniture, her hyperactive poodle, five salt and pepper, shakers & a not-so-small cache of jewelry into a one room suite a collection of relatives helped move her handful of belongings & there were so many busy hands unpacking and filling shelves and cabinets and my grandmother stood around and watched while holding her quivering poodle an hour later it was done, she was moved in. and the children and grandchildren left her with her salt and pepper shakers and her jewelry and her small refrigerator full of cola and chocolate bars we all said goodbye as she waved after that she closed the door, went back in her suite, & waited.
David LaBounty's recent prose and poetry has appeared or will soon appear in the New Plains Review, Night Train, the Apple Valley Review, Underground Voices and other journals. His third novel, Affluenza, has just been released. David lives in Lake Orion, Michigan. At the Berkeley Free Speech Cafe Tom Moore
The students are seated, one to a table, at tables for two, ears wired, laptops humming, cell phones buzzing, fingers texting, iPods thumping, toes drumming, email flashing Lattes cooling, textbooks open, reading for an exam in Issues in Contemporary Culture 102. To a Student in Tabriz Tom Moore
Cross-legged,
I sat tentatively opposite on your scarlet carpet uncertain of your Persian thoughts and of where to put my shoes
Thomas R. Moore has taught in Iran, Turkey, Mali and the US. His poems
have appeared in Worcester Review, College English, Gob, Ribbons,
Bangor Metro, and Wife of Bath. He has poems forthcoming in Wolf Moon
Journal and Flint Hills Review. He lives in Brooksville, Maine. Break Down Alex Franco
I will change you
into a story passed across a tabletop like a beer traded with my friends. I will break you apart down to your base components until you are nothing more than words, hard syllables, single letters. It will be easier this way. When there are others whole novels wrapped up it will be easier to convert you from what you are, rough sounds, to what you will be. It will be easier this way.
Alex Franco is a student at Bard College, studying the Written Arts. He hails from Georgia, and can be reached at lol312750@hotmail.com. By Proxy Steele Campbell
When Aunt Dee went to England
To meet a Beatle, She said Not John, Holed up in New York, Where Dee wouldn't be found dead Or Paul, who, everyone agreed, had become Quite an ass, And well, Ringo wasn't a real Beatle Was he— Just Stu's replacement. But to George, Whose locks she longed to hold And who was dapper even with a moustache, She would visit for a spot of tea; And George would bow Before our Dee (Whose looks were suited Better for radio, Dad would whisper and laugh) And she would say I live for you! And George's strings would bend down from E. But the walk was a trifle long And Dee had spent her pence on Abbey Road. But she made the most Of her trip quoting Every recalled quip of Wilde's Which she thought apt Though Wilde was Irish And buried in France. And she waited at Harrison's gate, Uninvited Even when it began to rain. A black limousine pulled over the cobbles And Dee, Not resembling any rock star's prize Dripped face to face With Clapton And knew He had been with Apple Scruffs And Dee smiled As if she discovered a secret she could keep Had she the chance to exchange Confidences with George himself. And Oh— To have two men fight over you Famous British men, no less. But Dee Didn't like the Yardbirds And thought Cream was a joke, Just shook his hand and stepped Back into the pouring City rain. She accented her story Sounding English When she could; And we swooned And replayed Layla All night over and again Though the record Might wear thin; And wished We could have touched Dee's hand Which she had so selfishly Washed. Steele Campbell is a graduate student at Auburn University completing his thesis on the fiction of Marilynne Robinson. His work has previously appeared in Rope and Wire, Touchstones, and he was recently awarded the Robert Hughes Mount Jr. Prize in Poetry from The Academy of American Poets. Chronicle of a Funeral Dress Alice-Ann Harwood
The first was midnight blue,
a Poly Flinder with white eyelet and ruffled bloomers. I tried to hide scuffed Mary Janes in black and prayed Uncle Frank wouldn't notice they clashed. I spent the night by his side, studying wrinkles across folded knuckles, wondering why the grownups were laughing. Next was a pleated navy tea length, pilgrim neckline with angel-wing sleeves. A perfect selection for my great something-or-other's special day. For Russell, we picked a simple crew neck and knee length A-line, almost black tights, rounded toe flats and gold, double heart anklet. His girls traded smurf stickers over ziti afterwards. I still have them in an album, no pictures of this older-brother-cousin, but one hundred and one smurfs to keep his memory intact. There was a black mini with v-neck blouse, penny loafers and opaque tights for Uncle Bob. For Ernie, I wore hunter green, a drop-waist knit and sailor's knot scarf to match. Then came double caskets and my orphaned friend Scott. I chose a burgundy mini with a subtle black, gold paisley woven in, a black boat-neck blouse and off-black stockings. Heels of course, which I regretted, standing room only. I watched his fingers work over the gloss of polished stone and I sang for him that day. Perhaps each note still holds a moment of silence in his honor. For Grandma, it was a carefully chosen ankle-length with short sleeves and strips of fabric that criss-crossed into a tear drop against my collarbones. The dress that made my childhood crush notice I was a girl. The dress in which all four hundred and sixty two members of my immediate family noticed his noticing I was a girl. Death complicates things. An unexpected afternoon service for the cousin who once lived in my house, the cousin I barely remember. I wore a period piece, straight out of the thirties, a delicate black and white plaid with velvet trim falling at the knee, accompanied by a tiny hat, netting over half the face with a feather accent across the crown. The slow blur of Grandpa's blue and I remembered not a few months before I had pulled it from the wardrobe we cleaned out after his second wife's funeral. There was a mandarin collar pant suit in black silk. A simple knit floor length with cowl-neck, three-quarter sleeve top. The embroidered cotton/linen blend that attended three in one afternoon. The full length, April Cornell in black linen that still hangs in my summer closet. It's always too soon to wear it. Now I search the sale racks at Filenes and Jjill's clearance, frantic for something that speaks to me of this imminent death and I wonder if I shouldn't have saved scraps from the others, made a quilt to wrap myself in mourning as it is so often required. I take another stack of black into a dressing room and ask my husband to please bury me in red.
As a poet, singer/songwriter, and playwright, Alice-Anne spends much of her writing life capturing fragments of life that most would overlook. Trained in performance and dramaturgy, her work walks side-by-side with the reader, seemingly discovering nuances and revelations simultaneously with whoever embarks on the journey with her. She fronts the New Haven-based folk-rock group Document 183, and her work has appeared in numerous journals and collections including: Bent Pin Quarterly, Caduceus, The Underwood Review, Pen Works, and various collections by Shijin, the all-female poetry troupe of which she is a member. Alice-Anne is a member of the Marathon poetry group active throughout the state of Connecticut, she is co-host of the Word of Mouth poetry series at New Haven's historic Institute Library, and former co-host of the longest running weekly poetry series in Connecticut, the Wednesday Night Poetry Series. By day she is the Director of CT Folk, the organization that produces the Connecticut Folk Festival and Green Expo; and she serves as the director of institutional giving at the Tony Award-winning Long Wharf Theatre. Coda Laura Rodley
The tardiness of autumn where leaves
hang in suspended animation, then like a feather or lover's sigh float down unsure of where they'll land and the light pulsates through prisms left in the remaining leaves who haven't decided yet if they're ready to learn how to fly.
Laura Rodley is author of the chapbook Rappelling Blue Light, nominated for a Mass Book Award, Her work has been nominated for Pushcart Prize, included in the book Kiss Me Goodnight, anthologies New England Writers, Crossing Paths by Mad River Press. She has taught Creative Writing in High Schools sponsored by Mass Cultural Grants, and has work upcoming in Penwood Review. Her work has been read on WHMP KVMR, 89.5 FM radio in Nevada City, California, and NPR affiliated station, WAMC, Albany NY. She works as reporter and photographer for Daily Hampshire Gazette. Cuckold's Plea Donal Mahoney
You'll never see him again, you say,
but what if he brings to your room a midnight poem he says he's written for you. Will you read it together a couple of times, out loud, as you have in the past? And what if he then shoots like a rocket into the forest, igniting the fire, as he has in the past. Will you see him again? We have the children to think about. That's why I'm here. We all need to know.
Donal Mahoney, a native of Chicago, lives in St. Louis, MO. He has worked as an editor for The Chicago Sun-Times, Loyola University Press and Washington University in St. Louis. He has had poems published in or accepted by The Wisconsin Review, The Kansas Quarterly, The South Carolina Review, The Beloit Poetry Journal, Commonweal, Gloom Cupboard (U.K.), Revival (Ireland), The Istanbul Literary Review (Turkey), Poetry Super Highway, Callused Hands, The Lesser Flamingo (France), Pirene's Fountain (Australia), Danse Macabre, Public Republic (Bulgaria), and other publications. Don't Marry a Drunkard to Reform Him Lauren Eriks
But, honey, if you come
with me tonight, we could split the moon in two scoops of melon blues and lie as long in that silver croon as their hard light will light the shiver of your skin.
Lauren Eriks is a recent graduate of Hope College and is now indulging a serious case of wanderlust as she teaches, farms, and cooks to earn her tickets around the world. Her critical and creative work has appeared in Opus and Etc., and she has four poems forthcoming in Naomi Shihab Nye's Time You Let Me In: 25 Poets Under 25. Fall Serena M. Tome
colors turn like a kaleidoscope invigorating as a hot shower after a long nap winds wrap around me like silk, teasing with whistling sounds, begging for attention like gossip leaves in the trees shake, fall, uncover, like truth
Serena Tome is a poet ,writer, and humanitarian who enjoys writing about social justice, and personal heritage. In 2009, she launched an international reading series for African children to connect, learn, and participate in literary activity with students from around the world via video conferencing. She is married to a Maasai man from Kenya and they have one child. She has literary work published and or forthcoming in The Litchfield Review, Foundling Review, The Legendary, and Compass Magazine. You can find out more about Serena at www.serenatome.blogspot.com.
Foreseeability Liz Ciampa-Leuzzi
Long ago, law school, imagination,
And a rejecting mother combined to Produce an appreciation of impending calamity In her. On the highway, driving behind one of those Trucks that carry several cars loosely hooked onto its flatbed, She pictures one or two rolling off and the aftermath. Or when she rides in the car with her husband— Who speeds, which is ironic because he has worked as A car accident claims adjuster for twenty years— She cannot help but grasp the handle above her Like an extended limb. Sometimes too much knowledge Is not a good thing, she thinks. She does not realize That now she has said it out loud, even though She is driving alone to the doctor's office today. The Man Who Became My Husband Liz Ciampa-Leuzzi
The day I fell in love
With the man who became my husband Was the day that I first saw a grown cat Female, stray, the shade of dust But with a white vest and white paws Hurrying across the yard to his sliding glass door. Full dishes of cat food and fresh water awaited her outside. He had clicked the sliding door's lock Up and down, locked and unlocked: His sign that her food was ready. As I watched, I noticed that She kept a consistent and proportional distance from him. She never allowed him to touch her. She was too skittish and wild for human contact, But as she ate, she looked up at him between bites. She had never lived in an ordinary home. Even so, after she finished She did not leave right away But instead, sat nearby, Stately in the sun. And I realized that all this man wanted Was the chance to feed her. He seemed to expect nothing in return Except the end to her hunger And, possibly, to both of their aloneness, Even if for just those moments. Liz Ciampa-Leuzzi received a bachelors degree from Wellesley College and worked as an attorney before becoming a high school English and (sometimes) law teacher. Liz lives with her husband, Domenic, in her hometown on the North Shore of Massachusetts. She is the author of a chapbook entitled What is Left and published by Big Table Publishing Company. You can find Liz online at www.lizciampaleuzzi.com. GI Joe Found, Abandoned in Park Liz Clift
It could almost be a practical joke,
gun glued into your hands by buddies when you fell asleep on watch and risked the company for a visit from the sandman but it's no joke—you're surrounded by crushed stone that glints under the restless sun and the thermometer reads triple digits. Your piece, always with you, as you play war games orchestrated by boys who never think that war may not be a game, remains clasped in death grip by plastic hands. Perhaps your peace comes now, on that forgotten playground battlefield, left behind by little gods, who picked you to die before being called in for lemonade and peanut butter and jelly, no crusts.
Liz Clift is a writer and student living in "flyover country." This is her second poem to be published with Boston Literary Magazine. She likes to explore the darker side of the human conscious and things that go bump in the night. I Did Not Amy Corbin
Today, I did not think about you.
I did not envision those long fingers twisting in my hair or the way your mouth moves when you tell a story that goes nowhere. When I woke up, I did not wonder what you were doing or why you said that thing. I did not imagine your head tilted back laughing at my witty banter. All day, I did not picture your silly smirk or the way you smell when you crawl into bed. I did not hear your voice seesawing like a young boy's. For today, I blacked out your face with a magic marker.
Amy has been published in filling Station, The Cynic, Ascent Aspirations, Shine, Every Day Poets, Every Day Fiction, Haruah: A Breath of Heaven, Ignavia Press, Flask and Pen,The Battered Suitcase, Flashes in the Dark, Short Story Library, Smokebox, Writers' Stories, Wanderings, and Boston Literary Magazine. She likes to drink strong coffee and sing in her car. Jesus R. Natasha Narayanan
his name is Jesus Ramirez
the teacher writes it across the board in bold letters I hear whispers behind me "who would name their kid Jesus?" I almost tell them they're saying it wrong it's pronounced hay-zeus in Spanish but that's his problem not mine. he comes to class on Tuesday can't speak a word of English "does anyone here speak Spanish?" the teacher asks I keep my mouth shut but still, heads turn to look at me I curse my accent, my black hair, my creamy brown skin the teacher notices the glances "María?" I shrug, a gesture of surrender I am outnumbered. he loves to talk he asks me about my parents where I'm from, what I like to do when I don't answer, he continues talking he tells me about his parents about his life in México before he came to the United States how he loves to skateboard he tells me about his dog, Pablo who can fit five tennis balls in his mouth at once I am not your friend! I want to scream. sometimes I see boys from my class shoving him into the lockers in the hallway "Jesus," they chant, "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!" it's hay-zeus, I whisper to myself but I make sure I say it softly so no one can hear me.
Natasha Narayanan is fourteen years old and lives in Auburn, Alabama. In her spare time, she enjoys writing poems and riding horses. Her poetry has previously appeared in The Louisville Review. Juggler Andrew Burke Borne
Here's a star
Here's a star Here's a star Oops Here's a circle Triangle, star Oops, oops And then you giggle Juggling stars Is too funny you say and you giggle And take a deep breathe And say Da! So I juggle the stars And shapes again Although I don't know how to Juggle You don't mind and laugh with me While we play on the Floor for hours Well there are two types of people In this world Those who can juggle And those who can not I don't mind being the latter I know you'll be a Juggler Someday and a laugher too
Andrew Burke Borne has been writing poetry for the past 15 years. He is currently employed as a chef in Newton and resides in Wakefield with his 15-month old daughter. Mid-Life Crisis Jonathan Pinnock
Y'know, if you were a woman
instead of a man, I'd say you were going through The Change. Consider the facts: you feel ugly; you feel lowly; you feel worthless, and what you really want to do is scuttle away and hide in a dark corner. But because you're a man, you've tried to mask this by developing a thick skin: a carapace. I could give you pills. I could try to hypnotise you. I could book you in for CBT— or I could simply tell you to pull yourself together. Face it, Franz: it's the same for all of us. Sometimes, life can be a bit of a trial. Jonathan Pinnock is married with two children, several cats and a 1961 Ami Continental jukebox. He doesn't know a lot about poetry, but he seems to have had a few pieces published recently at places like Ink, Sweat and Tears and Every Day Poets, and he's even made it onto a few competition shortlists. His unimaginatively-titled yet moderately interesting website can be found at www.jonathanpinnock.com. My Little Jack Russell Casey Quinn
my little Jack Russell
always seems to know when it's going to rain she shakes and pants before a storm runs under the bed and hides scared for what is about to come some days i wish i could join her.
Casey Quinn writes prose and poetry. His first poetry chapbook Snapshots of Life was released by Salvatore Publishing in 2009. He also edits the online magazine Short Story Library. Nana Leo Racicot
At the heart of her waiting
lay the worry I'd be all day in getting there, or forget altogether my promise to come see her. Boys, after all, have other trips to take, bicycle rides to be made to Paris, the Hebrides, the Far, Far East. When I did finally reach my grandmother's, she wasn't there, the billows and breezes in the kitchen were her for me more than she was her for me, and at some point, it must be, she locked herself out of her own mind. I would like to have told her how dear it was sleeping in the field of her time-drenched sweater those few afternoons. But, oh, sometimes poets can't stop being poets long enough to say what is there on the page, and boys, after all, have other trips to take to Paris, the Hebrides, the Far, Far, Far East...
Leo Racicot's work has appeared in Co-Evolution
Quarterly, Utne Reader, Spiritual Life, First
Hand, The Poet, Faith and Inspiration, Ibbetson
Street Press, Shakespeare's Monkey, Poetry
and Yankee.
Two of his award-winning essay-memoirs are featured
in "Best of..." anthologies, and his holiday story,
"The Little Man" is being published this year by
Snug Harbor Books and in animated and audio
form by Fablevision.
His public appearances reading his work include
Out of the Blue Gallery, The Lily Pad, Cantab Lounge,
Parker House, Forsyth Chapel, 119 Gallery, CityLights
in San Francisco and Buzz in Washington D.C. A Fat One Oleh Lysiak
Death spikes sexagenarian meanderings
over pizza, salad, vino russo and diet Pepsi. My old friend salvages lunch with a hard to top tale. Her ex-husband issued an ultimatum things had to change or it's divorce. OK, she said and initiated proceedings. He died shortly after. Had she known he was going to die, she said, she wouldn't have divorced him and got it all. Her ex was a stoner. She rolled a fat one, played the grieving widow over his corpse and slipped it into the breast pocket of his suit coat to ease his crematory transition to the next world good and stoned. Throaty Moans Oleh Lysiak
First, medically Latin explicatory
doubletalk citing biopsy results, then, Lily's vet blurts "malignant". Make her comfortable as possible, he adds. Not easy to tell a guy the dog love of his life is going to die soon. I don't tell her in case she fools the vet and beats the odds. Today it's extra important to take our daybreak walk the around the pond. At the far end I give her an enthusiastic ear scratch. She responds with throaty moans and more soul than most women I have known over 50 years. I should have scratched their ears instead and saved us all a lot of trouble. Ray Arrived Strapped Oleh Lysiak
to his red 50 Indian Chief's
handlebars in a tan plastic box. The Baron's MC honcho, Caesar, parked the Chief and stepped into the circle. A bottle of Jack went around. One after another black leather clad, studded, tattooed and pierced bikers, teachers in summer dresses, realtors in slacks and loafers, drillers in denim and steed-toed boots, river runners in shorts and t-shirts, shop owners in casual wear stepped up to the Chief, took a hit on the Jack Daniels and shared Ray stories. He died on his blue 62 FLH, trying to help somebody in trouble. Steppenwolf's Born To Be Wild, Ray's anthem, the only song allowed in his trailer, played in the background. When the last to testify was almost done, clouds darkened, the wind picked up, a maelstrom cut loose swirling rain, dust and grit. The party scattered. Just like Ray to tell us enough is enough. A few minutes later a rainbow appeared above the red rock, the Colorado River and the Lion's Park at the edge of Moab, Ray'sashes still strapped to his Indian. Absolute best goddamned funeral I've been to. Amen.
Oleh Lysiak writes poetry and prose, works in his shop and
self-administers adrenaline on a Moto Guzzi V11 Jackal. He
has written four books and is working on more. Riding a Hog June Blumenson
I don't know what got into me that day
when I decided to hop on the back of a harley without a helmet, at the same time I got my annual urge to have a cold beer— knowing when I got home there would be hell to pay from someone who loves me, who wants the best for me, who has so many rules sometimes I just have to break out, although I never think of myself as living under his thumb, not like my mother who lived her whole life under my dad. I suppose I could blame it on the fact that I had walked to the store that day, string bag dangling on my arm, wasn't carrying too much stuff to refuse the offer, had no real excuse, still, I could have said no— to this man, the next door neighbor for god's sake, who I knew could not hold his cards worth a damn, always folded, had the worst luck ever, and, besides that, he was so unlikely, almost in his eighties, santa claus cheeks, but still hard as a rock, and a twinkle in his eyes like he knew something I didn't. Before I got to know him, I'd seen him taking off for weekend rides, in his black leathers, leaving his wife behind, who shook her head, (they'd made their deal)— saw him as a kind of jekyll, a sort of mr. hyde. Later when I told a friend about him, she asked, Did that really happen? I smiled seeing the predicament in her eyes, trying to work it out, caught somewhere between belief and doubt. When I didn't answer, she narrowed her eyes at me, said, You're such a - mona lisa. But it all made me flash back to the first time—when I was just a kid; it couldn't have been much more than a scooter, and we weren't going very fast, so when I fell off, I only scraped my elbow.
June Blumenson writes poetry, short stories and has completed
her first screenplay The MidNight Sun. She is a former psychodramatist
living in Minneapolis, performs with the tap dance group The Rhinestone
Rockettes and teaches English as a Second Language. Her poem "Fugu"
will be published in the Blueroad Reader Spring 2010 by Blueroad Press. Stardust and Solace Katherine Parker Richmond
She played so many songs
on those burnished afternoons the tall south windows casting shafts of sun that lit her as if from within made luminous the tissue-thin translucent skin barely veiling a landscape of veins and tendons rising and falling across the backs of her hands as her brittle fingers flowed across the gilded keys two songs I most remember one with words one without melancholy melodies of loss and longing she never said she missed him but each note spoke what she would not and there amid the shafts and shadows that soulful sorrow of Stardust and Solace echoed in my untried heart and I tasted love's loss before I ever fell.
Katherine Parker Richmond aspires to be the poet laureate of cheapskate moms. She lives in a big red ramshackle house in Ellensburg, Washington, with her husband, son, daughter and two long-suffering cats. The Eternally Recurring Court of Memory
Peter Crowley
Midnight's hands swelled
The cook lay her forehead down Arcane eyelids drooped Lavender time would again Sit on forlorn pigeon stoops Dancing on the froth atop a beer But now midnight drank a Summation to the eternally recurring Court of fastidious memory….. Each pimple popped with zealous sadism Each gossamer movie watched with horizontal lens Each dinner cooked with brusque, McDonald's frying pan hands Each morning with a sleeping body whispering good-bye Each walk in the woods, with cameras seeking to elevate memory Each argument resolved through dissipated hourglasses Each embrace, recalling the wonders of flesh that negated existentialism Each marriage beg lingering over drunken cauldrons, Foretelling of alternate worlds in which time went backwards and the spoon wooed A fork to sip from a betrothal soup Each car ride to an event with anxious eyes and knowing smiles Each caress with its cosmic plate of esteemed sunflowers Each mirror nullifying the reflection of the person standing next to you Each menstrual glare of biological disillusionment seeking chocolate Each Valentine arrow that missed its collaborator, flying over the shoulder Each laugh untested by time Each vessel lost at sea Each note I ever played on the guitar for you spoke only for today But you always sought tomorrow's song Two dreams called self perception could not remain juxtaposed Each day they tried, but all in vain
Born into a family with a pitching machine in the backyard and a significantly older brother who went to Harvard, Peter Crowley's future was practically prewritten for him. He did well throughout most of school and was groomed to be an Ivy League pitcher that would be followed by a very lucrative career in something. But at age fifteen when driving to see his brother in Kentucky, his mother fell asleep at the wheel on an interstate highway. Though no one was seriously injured, the car was totaled. The following day he was shocked at the proximity he came to death and a week later, returning home and stuck in a traffic jam, he realized he wanted to be a writer. He subsequently quit baseball and stopped trying in school. He tried to follow in the steps of Rimbaud's "reasoned delusion of the senses" to divest himself of everything that had come to feel as a shackle. Through travel, an ever-expanding bookshelf and numerous blue collar jobs, he tried to find the actual beneath the façade of the world. Only a couple years ago, at the age of twenty-six and tired of dead end jobs, he started going for a BA in History….writing all the while. His work has been published in Green Fuse and Wilderness House Literary Review. He also is a musician/songwriter in a band that plays around the metro Boston area called the Mirror Neurons. The Trouble with Turquoise Oonah V. Joslin
The trouble with turquoise is
it's neither green nor blue. Not hard like granite. Not soft like chalk. Nor dark, Nor light, Nor pure. It fractures splinters Veins, ages, dries over time. The trouble with turquoise is it's subjective. Opposite orange on the colour wheel— tell me—how does orange taste to you? and turquoise?
Oonah V Joslin writes short fiction and poetry and is Managing Editor of Every Day Poets. She is twice winner of Micro Horror Contest and honouree in the 2009 Binnacle Competition with her poem First Love. You can follow her work at www.oonahs.blogspot.com, www.everydayfiction.com in her forum or on Facebook. The Voices in His Head Barry Harris
He didn't mind the voices
in his head barking at him incessantly insisting that he pay some attention. He had become used to that. It was only when they started talking among themselves, cutting him out of the conversation completely as if he were no longer relevant as if he didn't matter anymore, that things then came to a head. His therapist had asked him repeatedly who made these voices? Who was the whole cloth they were cut from? As if he could be molded and formed from the doctor's crude catechism. He had no answer because the question he really feared was if they no longer beseeched him what did that now mean? Had he let himself become too lonely. too afraid, cut adrift, too much England to your Europe? Only your continent could gauge the true madness of his metaphors and circling always circling in an ever-narrowing gyre were a taunting choir who knew him too well who knew him in his core and now fell silent. He knew now the newspapers and tv would point out the obvious, that this was a classic case of senseless violence, but how could they, anyone, know what makes sense when they don't hear all the voices?
Barry Harris is editor of the Tipton Poetry Journal and has published one
poetry collection, Something At The Center, and one chapbook, The Soul At
Work: Poems From The Office. Barry lives in Zionsville, Indiana, works
as a scientific communications associate for Eli Lilly & Company in
Indianapolis. His poetry has recently appeared in Saint Ann's Review,
Night Train, Hiss Quarterly, Cherry Blossom Review, Flying Island, Lily,
The Centrifugal Eye, Flutter Poetry Journal, Wheelhouse Magazine,
Houston Literary Review, Subtle Tea and Snow Monkey. The Walk Away Catherine Zickgraf
I was wise: I walked away.
The basket of zinnia still sways where you hooked it. Last Summer my husband and I huddled in the beach sunrise holding the camera up to capture us achieving a decade of marriage. We were happy, though we'd aged. Did I know then I would find you the next year? We'd satiate, interlock, then fight to extricate ourselves from each other. Was walking away more than the right thing to do? Yes. I love him more than you.
Catherine is indebted to MySpace for helping her find her long-lost son whom she placed for adoption two decades ago. Thus you can find her blog there: myspace.com/czickgraf. Her poetry has appeared in the Journal of the American Medical Association and in BirdsEye Review. She also has work forthcoming in GUD Magazine and decomP. To Anxiety Grant Loveys
Thanks for that
or, should I say, no thanks. You've got me so I don't know which to choose. So I'll say both, then, give love and no love because I'm a hedge-my-bets sort of guy (that's your work, too.) What I'm trying to say what I've realized is this: Sometimes moths float into webs, blinded as they are in searching for the next bright light, and burn themselves up struggling to escape before the owner discovers them helpless— never knowing the sentry has long abandoned his post questing for darker places in which to spin.
Grant Loveys lives in St. John's, Newfoundland—a little city perched on Canada's eastern edge. His work has appeared in nearly a dozen publications, and is forthcoming in Oak Bend Review, Breadcrumb Scabs and mudluscious. Walker Chuck Levenstein
Starts his day in a usual way.
Barred from salt, measures calories, surreptitiously jiggles his belly to check the progress of a new diet regime, no discernible effect although an already sour disposition is getting worse. He throws out the heavy cream; in the refrigerator so long, won't pour down the drain. No bagels left, so toasts German pumpernickel. Maybe he'll have a pickle for the strength he'll need to circumnavigate the reservoir on a cold shiny morning. Suppose I live forever, he thinks, without the taste of chocolate, the delight of opening a pie, melting vanilla ice cream on a cobbler, suppose I never look a potato in the face again. Pulls on ragged sweat pants, itchy socks and sneakers, dons polar fleece over an old peace t-shirt, decides to wear the woolen watch cap that makes him look like a thug, or a fat old slug with delusions. Walks along the muddy path, he's passed by sturdy youth of the rugby team, golden girls of track zip by, only the ancient Vietnamese pushing the stolen supermarket cart moves more slowly than he who pursues immortality.
Charles (Chuck) Levenstein is a retired professor and author of three collections of poems—Lost Baggage, published by Loom Press, Poems of World War III, Lulu press; and Animal Vegetable, also published by Lulu. He was a contributing editor at Niederngassie, a Zurich-based e-zine and his work has been published widely in electronic poetry journals. Some of his most recent poetry can be found in Loch Raven Review. Where, Oh Death Adam Hughes
Today I watched a man die.
It was my first time. I showed what a rookie pastor I am—I didn't even know when he had gone. I stood there with thirty family members, praying. We cried and hugged and left and all along I wasn't sure if the man in front of me was dead or alive. He died before amen. Thank God for context clues. So I gave comfort and prayers, then went home where I read Keillor and Berry and watched Villanova beat Pittsburgh.
Adam Hughes is a writer and pastor from Lancaster, Ohio. He enjoys being outside, reading, and spending time with his wife and infant daughter. He probably owns more baseball cards than you. Wish Peter Kahn
for Uncle Ernie (1913-2007)
"I wish I just wouldn't wake up," my Grandpa's brother Ernie lobs like a grenade in to our conversation every couple of weeks for the past few years. I tell him I don't blame him, but I hope he keeps on waking up because I'll miss him when he's gone. Sometimes, I tell him he'll get his wish eventually. He's pushing up on 94. Had prostate cancer 30 years ago. The radiation therapy saved his life, but carpet-bombed his belly zapping dessert from his menu. He survived Hitler twice—as a German Jew and a U.S. soldier. "You're a survivor," my Dad keeps reminding him. Uncle Ernie lost sight in his left eye after he turned 93. He's fallen and broken wrists and ribs and feet. No longer can read the NY Times or walk downstairs to get fresh air. He can barely watch Brazilians kick soccer balls on tv. He's really got nothing left to see. Have you ever wished for something that feels wrong, but maybe isn't? Just got off the phone with Dad. Uncle Ernie's blood got infected, turned on him, turned septic. The doctors were able to save him, but determined, like with Grandpa before him, cancer has invaded. Made Ernie's lungs and liver its territory. Dad said he spoke with Ernie about the cancer and he sounded happier than he has in years.
Peter Kahn is a founding member of the London poetry collective—Malika's Kitchen—and the founder of the Chicago branch. His poems have been published in various journals including Lumina, Make and The Fourth River. |
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