Metaphysical Dentistry - Karen Douglass Waiting Room - Brian Fanelli New Girl - Brian Fanelli Who I am in a Traffic Jam - Amye Barrese Archer Dear Thief - Adam Hughes Never Enough - Oleh Lysiak Fork - Oleh Lysiak I Wanted to Tell You That - AJ Smith Context - Elizabeth Cleary Elopement, 1974 - Elizabeth Dickhut He's Always Smiling - Laura Rodley Hunkering Down - Laura Rodley Juliana - Michael Frissore Molecular Therapy - Bobby Steve Baker Definition of a Dramatist - Robert Laughlin Bottle of Red Wine - Robert Laughlin The Gypsy Cider Mill - Barbara Stratton What Now, Dandelion? - Felicia A. Rivers Soft Pedal - Sarah Allen The Sleepover - Amanda Gayle Oliver Cairn Wonder - Maureen Kingston Living the "Art" Life - Christopher Reilley You and Me - Doug Mathewson I'm Sorry I Didn't Understand Your Poem - Doug Mathewson Table of Our Discontent - Sharla Anderson My Favorite Ways to Be Rejected - Renee Podunovich Co-Habitation - Rosemary Sprouls Steam - Rosemary Sprouls Break Up Karen Douglass
Gold carnival beads on the floor,
Christmas tree stand in the hall— in May. You watch me pack books, your legs crossed, casual as a crucifix. You were my religion. Not now, Cheating Bastard. Here, take your tuna fish sandwich and your hat. Let the other woman torture her feet because red shoes entice you. Ask her to wear the blue lace teddy. Go, wait outside so I can lock the door and swallow the key, an easier trick than believing you, Cheating Bastard. When I am old-old-old, I might stop damning you to the deepest hell, and I might forget the alleluia of your body. Metaphysical Dentistry Karen Douglass
A broken molar busts like a bomblet—
not that I’ve ignored the wants of the body, having used buckets of toothpaste, a gross of brushes and picks, and spent a year’s salary over the years on cleanings, fillings, a crown, a bridge. Yet this dental traitor startled me in a mouthful of mashed potato, an intimation of the hard fact that I too will finally split off to become one more elemental bit to be recycled. Isn’t it obvious that death always taps our teeth? Takes us bit by bit to the dark pit, dangling us at the brink while we eat and drink, ignoring the truth: life is a halfway house, a rambler’s stopover between here and nowhere. The dentist will mend my mouth, let me forget again that I’m chewing through my remaining days until nothing’s left to savor. The message is clear, every broken tooth like a Burma Shave sign leading to the punch line, Gotcha!
In 2007 I left behind my paid work to write full time, mostly poetry, some short fiction, and this random blog, kdsbookblog.blogspot.com. Waiting Room Brian Fanelli
Stubble darkens the faces of men in soiled
T-shirts and scuffed work boots. They crowd the hallway and bow their heads. Bound now to the stiff white bed, father can only say hello, and nod. These are the men who met him at Chet’s Bar after his blistered hands had retired the hammer. They know his dented Ford, know just where it sat in the lot as he slurred Johnny Cash songs at the bar. Who better to circle his bed, and hold his calloused hands, worn thin now? His breathing is labored, hunting arm limp from the stroke. Sight gone, he sees all too well. To comfort them he promises his friends come doe season, come trout season, come opening day, he’ll be there. New Girl Brian Fanelli
I enter the church, genuflect
next to my new girl, beneath a looming cross, where a frail Jesus looks down, his face pained, head bowed. When the organ groans and the graying priest begins, I remember the parking lot out back where I sparked joints, popped open beers with buddies, then slipped to the woods with Patty Spike, who pushed her tongue between my lips to show off her new tongue ring bought with cash she stole from her mother’s purse. “Damn that feels good,” I said, then asked, “Coming over later to color my hair?” When we drove away from the church, we blared Bad Religion, sneered the lyric: I’ll believe in God when 1 and 1 are 5. Weeks later, I read Patty’s obit, how she fell under a train, crushed after trying to jump boxcars bound for LA. I washed the green from my hair, aced college entrance exams to avoid getting crushed under grinding wheels, or bone-breaking labor in a windowless factory, home now to town punks I used to know. Now I stand next to my new girl who wears a soft sunflower dress instead of a safety-pinned skirt. If I nod off during mass, she nudges me, locks her hand with mine, and I know come morning she’ll still be here.
Brian Fanelli's poems have recently been published by Word Riot, My Favorite Bullet, and Chiron Review. They are also forthcoming in the anthology Ripasso. He has an MFA in creative writing from Wilkes University and teaches writing and literature at Keystone College in Pennsylvania.
His first chapbook, Front Man, is forthcoming from Big Table Publishing. Who I am in a Traffic Jam Amye Barrese Archer
Is the eight year old girl in the back
of her father's Buick Regal. Singing every note of Hotel California the lone eight track left by its previous owner mimicking the guitar solo the whines, the whirrs, before Don Henley defected and they were the new kids in town. Who I am in a traffic jam is the sixteen year old driving her father's shiny blue truck down to the banks of the polluted river— legs spread like a V v v V Who I am in a traffic jam is the twenty three year old in the Red Geo Metro. That wouldn't run in the rain. despite my pleas on my knees in the dirt when it was discovered he had slept around and I needed to leave, now. She clicked, not cranked. and I stayed put. Who I am in a traffic jam is the thirty year old fresh faced divorcee in the newly leased red sedan. driving all over the map refusing to go home alone. Who I am in a traffic jam is bored and thinking too much about the past.
Amye Barrese Archer is a graduate student working towards her MFA in Creative Writing at Wilkes University. She has written poetry, short stories, and many truths on bathroom walls. Her work has appeared, or is forthcoming in PANK Magazine, Twins Magazine, The Ampersand Review, The Battered Suitcase, and Oak Bend Review. Her chapbook, "No One Ever Looks up" was published by Pudding House Press in 2007. Amye has three-year-old twin daughters, and shares her life with her brilliant husband, Tim. You can read her blog, First Person, at www.amyearcher.com. Dear Thief Adam Hughes
To the schmuck who stole my GPS on Thanksgiving night
You’re never going to read this. I’m going to assume you’re not the poetry type. You’re the type who is thankful for unlocked doors and window mounts, for backlit screens and morons like me who forget things. While I tryptophaned from two dinners, valiant turkeys reassembling inside my stomach, you were Plymouth rocking me. Good luck finding where you’re going, satellites position cars and vans and hikers, but thieves need more than orbitals. You could have just asked for directions.
Adam Hughes is a pastor and poet from central Ohio. His work has appeared, or is forthcoming, in journals such as the New York Quarterly, Tipton Poetry Journal, and the Foliate Oak. His first chapbook, Pilgrim Poems was released in 2010 by Pudding House Press and his debut collection, Petrichor is due out this December from NYQ Books. Never Enough Oleh Lysiak
She wants him to love her.
He does. She wants him to need her. He marries her. She wants a building with studio so she can be an artist. He gets it. She turns her studio into storage, wants to hire border brothers to help with pet projects. He wants her to shut the fuck up, aware there’s never enough. Fork Oleh Lysiak
No matter which road you choose
at the high road fork, you’ll have to build that road yourself and be on it until you face the fork again.
Oleh Lysiak's poetry has been published by Boston Literary Magazine, Bad Light Literary Journal, Commonline Magazine, Void Magazine, Apt Magazine, The Boatmen’s Quarterly, The Bay City Slug, The Stinking Desert Gazette, Estafette Literary Journal and The Word Almanac. He is author of Filet & Release, The Chromium Kid In The American Zoo, Barely Inside The Lines, Scars In Progress, Geezer Rumba. I Wanted to Tell You That AJ Smith
these days I weep at nothing—
a song in the car, flowers at the grocery store, my son reading to me, a red-winged black bird at the feeder. But today I said, “No more tears.” Which meant Niagara Falls and me flying over in the wooden barrel.
AJ Smith likes strong coffee, holding hands, and singing in her car. Context Elizabeth Cleary
She cowers in the dark,
in a corner, afraid to breathe, afraid to move, certain-death approaches, blocks her view to the door, blocks her escape; her throat, too parched for her rising screams. He rushes towards her, through darkness, teeth clenched, all fisted determination, his eyes scouring shadows, intent on finding where she hides, crumpled and crying. In the moment before he latches onto her, she thinks—it’s too late; closes her eyes, wishes she had run, crashed through window, full body force, imagines herself floating through air. He wears a mask; when he grabs her, he picks her up with one hand, like a rag doll, when he throws her over his shoulder, she tastes death licking at the back of his neck, exhausted, she gives in - to him and he carries her away, away from the fire.
Elizabeth Cleary makes a living as an IT strategist and writes poetry when she's not studying the magnificent weeds in her garden. Her poems have recently appeared or are forthcoming in Verse Wisconsin, Tipton Poetry Journal and Caduceus. Co-chair of The Poetry Institute-New Haven, she writes from her home in Hamden, Connecticut. Elopement, 1974 Elizabeth Dickhut
She snuck away
under the low-slung clouds of November to West Virginia, where she could say Yes and I do in front of a small gathering of his friends who had driven from their dorm rooms to the courthouse. In the dorm, there was a cake his friends had made from a box. It said, Congrats, John and Jeanne. The couple cut a piece of cake, lifted it precariously on the dull blade of a butter knife, and then laughed as they playfully forced a bite into each other’s mouth. His friends clapped and cheered and then returned to their books, but not before slapping the groom’s back in approval as they walked past. His dorm room smelled of sweat, of Old Spice, of pine floor wax. The lower bunk creaked with their weight, the space barely big enough for both of them. The next day, he went to class and left her there alone to call her mother and father, to tell them her new name. They did not understand. They asked questions that made sense— where would she live, how would she live? But their voices sounded distant, as if spoken through water. And she was just a girl sitting at the bottom of the deep end of a pool, ignoring their frantic voices coming at her from above.
Elizabeth Dickhut lives in Western New York with her husband, John, and their six year old son, Evan. She has taught high school English for twelve years in Medina, New York. She did not begin seriously writing poetry until after the birth of her son. Many of her poems have appeared in The Buffalo News, Artvoice, and the Journal of Medical Humanities. He's Always Smiling Laura Rodley
We are his windows
we the people who hand him our money for our bills, lottery tickets our questions. In his cubicle he answers the phone, answers us, sends electronic money, receives wires of money for stranded students. Where there could have been a window is a brick wall and calendar. Where there could have been a door there’s a wall with three computers and so we bring the fall breeze rattle of acorns and crackle of leaves even the salmon streaked sunset that billows behind the wall where he stands the whale weathervane on the roof above him still as the sun leaves purple streaks, we are his emblems his walk in the woods his sentry to the first evening star. Hunkering Down Laura Rodley
Resounding like gunshots, the
thunks of cord wood against metal shed walls reverberates around the village. Hoar frost gathers on the leaves of pumpkins, oil deliveries scheduled and few have enough money for the downy hide of winter soon to descend, like the rump of a deer leaning back against the grass, curled in the field, with eyes half open as she sleeps, ears alert and twitching.
Laura Rodley's 2nd chapbook, Your Left Front Wheel is Coming Loose, published by Finishing Line Press, releases this fall. Juliana Michael Frissore
She sits in a magical place
that rings with the sounds of cats and guitars. It is a world of fools and loners and hysterics. Lost in a love/hate relationship with herself, she is a morose misfit dreaming up fantasy lovers and choking on her own terror. Scheming of escape, she lies in neurosis, fantasizing of mirth and passion. She is a delicate petunia blossom staring at the floor in her leather jacket and floppy ponytail, summoning up a belief in her own voice, which cracks and swoops giddily. She moves— nicely, nicely, a mesmerizing swirl of frumpy glamour, an enigma still at work inventing herself.
Michael Frissore’s poetry collection Poetry is Dead won the Coatlism Book Prize in 2008. His work has appeared in Monkeybicycle, Fast Forward Volume 3, Gold Dust’s Solid Gold Anthology, and elsewhere. He writes for SlurveMag.com and blogs at michaelfrissore.blogspot.com. Mike grew up in Massachusetts and now lives in Oro Valley, Arizona with his wife and son. Molecular Therapy Bobby Steve Baker
My therapist settles
metapatiently and swivels back and forth weighting for change. If I talk she doesn’t have to think. Metamorphosis starts at her stilettos. One is planted on the rug the other rests high on her knee. Lime green panties are visible in her compound eyes reflected from my own. She does not recognize she is pupating in her black silk dress and pearl necklace. Soon all to be sloughed. When the pause has been unprofessionally long, like my gaze, she chirps about that New Yorker cartoon. I can understand her garbled clicks and clacks by channeling Gregor’s sister. I know the one. This upscale thirty something therapist say to the patient, “Why don’t you try going out and buying lots of stuff.” Stupid rabbit. I do that all the time. Like late last night I rode these large smooth multi-function blenders in high-tech stores all over town. I straddle-grip them tight between my legs and fly over the whole appliance section, recliner-rockers, and auto parts. Pitch and roll and blade speed are step-wise varied to probe vibrational epi-dymnamics. The goal is to engage the Lamar precessional frequency of my atomic essence. Spin like atop, tilt side to side at will and always return upright. Gain control of hydrogen polarity, subatomic harmony, and moods will be a snap. Blender after blender failed. “Have you ever had that kind of disappointment at other times,” the lime green scaly milk snake hissed, hoping to snare me in a disconcerting insight.
Bobby Steve Baker is a Cosmetic Surgeon in
practice in Lexington Kentucky. He grew up on the
shores of Lake Huron on the Canadian side but so far
has kept the word "eh" out of his poetry. He recently
completed the MFA in Creative Writing at National
University. His poems have appeared in Poet's Podium,
Jones Av, Gnu, Public Republic, tinfoildresses,
Strong Verse, The Boston Literary Magazine, Yellow
Mama, Sounds of the Night, Storyteller, Journal of
Pediatric Ophthalmology, Verse Wisconsin, Grey
Sparrow, and The Ann Arbor Review. He is a
contributing member of Poezia, a group of poets for
readings and critique in Lexington and "Accents" a
weekly radio program on literature and the arts on
WRLF Lexington. Definition of a Dramatist Robert Laughlin
The definition of a dramatist:
A thespian whose taste in garmentry Excludes the bodies of his characters. Bottle of Red Wine Robert Laughlin
A bottle of red wine,
A clock face after nine: The only things that age Makes better, said the sage.
Robert Laughlin lives in Chico, California. He is a frequent contributor to Boston Literary Magazine. Two of his short stories are Million Writers Award Notable Stories, and his novel, Vow of Silence, was favorably reviewed by Publishers Weekly. His website is at www.pw.org/content/robert_laughlin. The Gypsy Cider Mill Barbara Stratton
The fairies danced around the Gypsy cider mill.
Inside their Eldest lay still, struggling to breathe. Shall I let go? I have lived many years. Is it my time? No. I want to stay and see many things resolved. But then there will be new things and always the question. And I am tired... I will sleep now. Not a good time to make decisions when you are this weak. And he slept. And the fairies danced around the Gypsy cider mill.
Barbara Stratton is a part-time editor, writer, and octanagerian. She lives north of Boston with her husband of 56 years and their pet golden retriever.
What Now, Dandelion? Felicia A. Rivers
Mark? Mark. Mark!
Tell me: where are you now? Is your spirit dead somewhere, lifeless in a box like your husk? Or does an invisible you wander on some inaccessible plain plane empty and restless as the soul of a dandelion blown to hell in the still summer air? Does it sit on a cool stool in the darkness obsessing over past lives, past sins, passed opportunities? or is it suspended in a chrysalis light waiting for the right gust to send it earthward? I hope you found a piece of peace that eluded your teen, aged mind. I hope the awkwardness, the loneliness, the fear the pain, the deep need to belong that drove you, dogged you, harried you until you went up to your bedroom, assembled your father’s Luger, blasted the stereo, (Child of the 70s—I’m thinking Yes’ “Heart of the Sunrise”) and, blew out your dandelion brain evaporated when you did. Did you know your little sister found you? Your mother sent her upstairs to tell you to turn down the damned music. On dark, empty nights like these, I wonder: Is it the suicide or your sister’s pain or your father’s guilt that will send you tumbling back for another ride on the winds?
Felicia A Rivers lives in the Greene Townes west of Philadelphia where she performs odd, but confidential jobs for a financial institution, and chases after her BA in English at Villanova. She also spends a fair amount of time carving out poetry, plays and other random thought-forms. Her poetry has appeared in The Battered Suitcase, The Ampersand, Poetry Quarterly, and some street sheet in Philadelphia that had a short, but happy life. Soft Pedal Sarah Allen
My sister gets herself up forty-five minutes early
to practice piano. My independent sister. Through the ceiling I hear her perfect scales and her songs, complicated songs. Beethoven. Bach. I think about school, my friends and her friends. Her many friends. I lie here and think I’m glad I’m not her. My pretty, pretty sister who plays piano at six A.M. with the soft pedal down so I won’t wake. Although I never quite get back to sleep.
Sarah Allen is an English major at Brigham Young University in Provo, Utah. Besides writing, she enjoys theater, dogs, and she owns all eleven seasons of Frasier. The Sleepover Amanda Gayle Oliver
For Chaney Magnolia Hicks
I will never forget the night I held your hand. I believe it will always mean more than any man's fingers, that will clasp onto mine. That one tear sliding down your cheek, held more emotion than your words. Attempting to be so grown up. I wonder what color hair you had before it fell away. And how many days after that you refused to pray. I was a few hours more than a stranger when the nurse asked me to hold your hand. How hard you fought to resist, how intensely you squeezed, as both of our hands formed a fist. Only eleven, they put you in this ring alone to fight an enemy that Punched you from the inside—out. I wasn't there for a whole round Only that one combination that struck below the belt. Too many turns, so many cycles, poisoning a tiny frame. I want the rounds you ride to be on a carousel. I want the spins you take to be in a crown, a princess dress. I want to wipe that tear away, But I know better than to touch. You will be tough and I will be vulnerable— So fragile you might break my fingers. It is what I can give, a memory that lingers.
Amanda Gayle Oliver is a student and writer living in Birmingham, Alabama. Her poetry has recently been published in Lamplighter Review and online for the Canadian Alzheimer's Association. She is currently working on a book about healing from self-injury and will be debuting a play in Fall 2010 called, Stuck. Cairn Wonder Maureen Kingston
At the Village Diner, sipping coffee,
captivated by his post-meal ritual. The delicate way he piles his breakfast dishes every morning into a monument: fruit bowl centered on sticky hotcake platter, milk glass centered in fruit bowl, silverware leaning west in the milk glass, stabilized by two paper napkins stuffed into its side. And his serene satisfaction once the task is completed, the pyramid built. What had experience deposited in him? What river cut through his plateau? How many years of genetic wind and fracture to carve this behavior in him?
Maureen Kingston lives and works in eastern Nebraska. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in the Alehouse Press, Blue Collar Review, Blue Earth Review, Halfway Down the Stairs, Lucid Rhythms, Melusine, Nebraska Life, Paddlefish, Pemmican, Plains Song Review, Tipton Poetry Journal, Triggerfish Critical Review, WestWard Quarterly and the anthologies Words Like Rain and The Great American Road Show. Living the “Art” Life Christopher Reilley
You say you wish to live your life as if it were Art, do you?
Then you must be willing to sacrifice yourself on the altar. You must learn to listen intently to the choir of air conditioning and the slow, languid electric chant of your flesh. You should watch television with your mother, sadly enough, while your girlfriend rides in cars with strange men. You should drink every day, until bad things sprout from between the cracks in the floorboards of your mind. You must wear a tattered bathrobe like a carnival tent and gather hours like found items at a yard sale. Sometimes, usually in the dead of winter, you must bawl like a baby at the sound of an alarm clock blinking 4:20. Everyone will say how much you live for your art, they will marvel at your dedication and craft, while you hold your soul in a mason jar, looking inside to find the miracle trapped in the amber. Should you persist in this, as only a true artist could, you would find that there is more, so much more to art than eating jelly straight from the jar, or cat’s whispers, or the fluttering of strange pink moths in the winds of your heart.
Christopher Reilley is a print technologist that has developed processes and solutions for W.B. Mason, Xerox, and other multinational companies. He has been writing poetry outside of definable niches since 2000. His works have been printed in Word Salad Poetry Magazine, Hitch, Forward Review and others. He has won prizes in numerous poetry contests, the latest being Poetry Zone's 4th Annual Slam. His chapbook Grief Tattoos will be published in the fall of 2010 by Big Table Publishing Company. You and Me Doug Mathewson
When we were little, just young fox kits still in the den.
You pretended to hunt, and ran with wet feathers in you mouth. I wanted to be that bird more than anything. I'm Sorry I Didn't Understand Your Poem Doug Mathewson
I’m sorry I didn’t understand your poem.
Really so incredibly sorry. You held it up to show that it was printed in a shape. You were very excited and so was I. I hadn’t really caught the title, but you were so happy, I let it go. I’m sorry I didn’t understand your poem The shape was a nut, maybe an acorn I thought. There were winter scenes and images of bright eyes, longing for special treats. Then I understood it was a dreidel, and your cousins Nathan and Sahara, were celebrating the joy of Hanukkah! Not two hungry squirrels at Winter’s Solstice like I thought. I’m sorry I didn’t understand your poem. You cried then, and told me the shape was a heart. A heart, your heart, you said because this was a love poem, written because you loved me, or used to think you did. I felt horrible making you cry and for being such an oaf. Then I was crying too, and laughing crazy. Because I had always loved you, and never thought you’d notice. I’m sorry I didn’t understand your poem, but now I do.
Doug Mathewson continues his love/hate relationship with reality from his home in eastern Connecticut. He favors hats, and rarely turns down desert. His work most recently has appeared in The Boston Literary Magazine, Cezzane's Carrot, Gloom Cupboard, and Poor Mojo's Almanac(k). Sporadically he is grasped by fits and starts of inspiration, equally he can be swept away into infinite worlds of busy-signals, radio static, and elevator-music. To read more, comment, or just poke-around please visit his current project, True Stories From Imaginary Lives, at www.little2say.org. Table of Our Discontent Sharla Anderson
They sit, worn and fading
at the wooden table where laughter once permeated behind knowing smiles; fixed now in silence frail flowers fall inside a broken bottle as modest sunlight stray through dirty windows, dancing across weary wood. Her eyes peer at the parched painting, drizzled dust rests upon its fragile frame— of an old couple, sitting, at a wooden table worn and faded… Funny, how fate finds us; she suspects then stares at him and wonder, Do you still dream?
Sharla Anderson is a part-time poet who lives in a quiet suburb outside of Philadelphia, PA. Her previously published works appear in SP Quill Magazine, May 2009 and Blood Moon Rising E-Zine, Issue #38. When Sharla is not penning poetry, she loses herself in a book and spends time with her children. My Favorite Ways to Be Rejected Renee Podunovich
I. “It’s just not a good fit.”
Are they talking about bathing suits? I know that feeling— this one has horizontal stripes and my hips look as wide as a horizon of sea viewed from shore on a clear day. and this one—so ill fitting that it will surely slip and slide out of place at the slightest provocation or gentlest caress of wave. No one wants to be in an unfitted get-up. It looks very bad and everyone knows it. II. “We can’t publish all of the work we receive.” I imagine the poor editor, kept up at night by compunction. “We regret,” he wrote a hundred times just yesterday, “we are unable to give proper due to the volumes of great work we receive.” would have to expand the journal to 600 pages. publish every other week. read this stuff day and night and day and night endlessly. ruthlessly. dedicated to giving every single word a fair chance. every unique writer an unbiased trial. but there is just no way. and because of this, sorrowfulness. tender hopeful hearts will break. heads will roll. words that would be heard in a world of unlimited resources will go silent. stuffed back into drawers or old journals. burned. III. “Good luck elsewhere.” I say this sometimes too. like after being hit up by vendors mercilessly and continuously on the beach in exploited tourist towns. “No,” I say, “I don’t want my name written on a piece of rice.” “I don’t want Chiclets, braided hair, T-shirts, cheap silver jewelry, sodas in a bolsa or any food item from a cooler strapped on the back of your bicycle in the morning and it’s now 4pm on a sweltering day. but someone else might! odds. chance. destiny. luck. bad today but good tomorrow. shake. blow. toss the dice again. (and again). IV. “Although impressed with your work…we have elected not to publish these particular poems. but hope you will continue to submit in the future.” That’s not so bad. poor fit? no room? just can’t? it’s unclear but hopeful. they probably don’t say this to everyone. or do they? what does this mean exactly? maybe I’m reading too much into it. but they have hope. and I certainly don’t want to crush it. V. “As defined in our submission guidelines under selection criteria, we score each submission, on quality, content and originality as excellent, good, deficient, or lacking.” My poem scored “deficient”. in all three categories. as if they had used a standardized test. I wish they had. because standardized means the scoring and interpretations are consistent and predetermined. not based on opinion. dictatorial summation. arrogant assessment. blind bisection. biased blasphemy. you bitch! just say you don’t like it. good luck elsewhere. mismatch. we regret. sorry to inform you. can’t. won’t. or how about “no”? a word of such integrity that even infants understand. how innocently we might go about the day— yes-ing and no-ing our way along eagerly. satisfied with unfussy choices.
Renee Podunovich lives in southwest Colorado in an alternative energy “Earthship” home. Her writing has been described as merging science, nature, and soul, exploring human experience in relation to a living planet. Her work has been published in Ruah, Mississippi Review, Argestes, San Juan Mountain Journal, Arts Perspective Magazine and her book of poems If There Is a Center No One Knows Where It Begins (Art Juice Press) is available online. www.ReneePodunovich.com. Steam Rosemary Sprouls
In my deep tub
hot lavender water undulates salted ripples, pulses the breath of dissipating foam, swishes long iridescent crinoline, slipperless through clear velvet. A demure woman I have finally learned to decant the quiver of a grin as you burst my scented escape with the bitter flick of fluorescence, foam your current need to know what it is we need to re - search to call it research and find, to discover where the bubbled bad timing you drain and the years of drowning we mask should go now. Co-Habitation Rosemary Sprouls
We make
fire: click flint, spark, then bellow at dried, gathered death. Certain times merely smolder peat into heat. Our gray dance of shadows slowing to the silhouettes of facing dissimilar profiles. my prominent nose smells smoke; your curls entangle the flames. Each year kindling is scarcer. We sit in less light, ceremoniously.
Rosemarie S Sprouls teaches at The Richard Stockton College in Pomona
NJ. She is the author of the chapbook, More Possum than Turtle and is currently working on her first novel,
When There's A Will. Rosemarie contentedly co-habitates with her
husband Kevin in the idyllic pine barrens of Atlantic County and still
subscribes to the Andy Capp comic strip advice clipped from The Herald
News the week of her wedding, 28 years ago. "Marriages may be made in
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