Sanctuary - Matthew Potter The Scream - Mia Cartmill Jeaneology - Nina R. Schneider I Loved Your Appendix - Renee Podunovich Hiatus - Renee Podunovich Across the River - Oleh Lysiak Startling Arrays - Oleh Lysiak How I Want It - Lauren J. Rogener Beefy - Larry D. Thomas A Flavour after Things - Kyle Pivarnik At the 50th - Krikor Der Hohannesian In Other People's Pictures - Leo Racicot Walking Something - Harry Calhoun Six by Harry - Harry Calhoun House on the Hill - Derek Osborne There is No U in Sanity - A.J. Smith Trespassing - Liz Kicak The Paramedic Student Memoirs - Angel Zapata Respite - Laura Rodley A Rendezvous in the Clouds - Tammy Ho Lai-Ming Disclosure - Cattie-Bree Skye Price 31st Birthday - Jennifer Yuill My Father - Robert M. Dilley Grace - Staci R. Schoenfeld Risk - Robert Laughlin Dear Deity of the Culinary Arts - Karen Kelsay Emma - Karen Kelsay While Mowing One Day Matthew Potter
The gasoline vapors creep up my nose,
as I pour the clear fluid into the gas tank. I give the cord three hard pulls till the motor awakens with a sputter and a deep-throated growl. Saturday has come and the lawn needs moving. The thin green blades sway gently in the warm summer breeze. I push the red and rust colored machine across the uncut grass, bending the blades back, leaving them half the length they were, cut with loud ferocity. The mower leaves behind a lighter path of green as I push up the gently sloping yard. Gumballs rattle and are flung out, marred and ragged as if chewed on by an angry dog. the mower clunks and jerks, leaving behind a baby rabbit. I let go of the handle, deafening vibrations stop, blades' whirring comes to a final halt and are replaced by the quiet, shallow wheezing of the small rabbit. Its soft brown fur marred and wet with dark blood. Its eyes wide, staring blindly nowhere as it twitches. My neighbor sees me kneeling, a confused, saddened look on my face. He picks up the small creature, more helpless than it was a moment ago. And with his large callused hands snaps its neck. Its breathing ends abruptly as the mower's. His only word of consolation are These things happen. Didn't feel a thing. He drops the limp bloody body down into the green trash can, he walks slowly away, wiping his hand with a worn rag. I stare at him and hope I don't kill anymore, knowing that these things happen offers me little comfort. I slowly, hesitantly, finish mowing. Sanctuary Matthew Potter
Rain glazes the black asphalt,
as clouds' tears race down the cool window to see which will drink the concrete first. False light in the diner comprehends the smoke being exhaled from our cigarettes. We sip our hour-old coffee and talk about "What's going to happen to us?" Friends are pursuing careers, buying cars, going to bed at 10:30; when the night used to be young. We sit in our grumbling booths, the clock resists three a.m. Diners are a haven for lost souls. Dreamers, lovers, failures, all sitting in dilapidated booths, wondering what to do. But smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee seems to be a good solution. And when cigarettes and coffee start to taste stale in our mouths we leave our $2.50 and walk out to the dark reality. I glance back through the glared window, and see the waitresses' aged hands scoop up the bills and empty ashtrays. Second nature by now. I wonder how long ago she sat in my booth.
Matthew Taylor Potter graduated with a B.A in English Literature. from James Madison University and has been residing San Diego, CA for the past 10 years. He is currently working on a degree in education. The Scream Mia Cartmill
My scream shatters cathedral windows.
It splinters the Ross Ice Shelf sending shards of rotten pack ice into the sea. My scream is responsible for global warming and hurricanes. It’s incubated until fully mature in the dark closet of my soul. My scream is distilled. It’s 100 proof. It tastes metallic like Blackstrap molasses. My scream lasts a month of Sundays and starts all over again. It encircles the earth. It’s louder than the Big Bang. It can’t be recorded in decibels. When I scream, dogs in New Guinea howl. Mountains levitate. It fills the Grand Canyon but cannot be contained. Its pitch grows exponentially, divides like cells in a stage four-cancer patient. It’s Ginsburg’s Howl only louder. I inspired Edvard Munch. I live quiet as a caterpillar, tightly wrapped in the cocoon of my own homespun, silky scream.
Mia Cartmill was born in Boston, Massachusetts and lived in Freeport, Maine for 25 years. Her essays, poetry and fiction have appeared in the Boston Globe, Boston Literary Magazine, the Christian Science Monitor, Aurorean, Journey Anthology, Pemmican Press, Words and Images, Omphalos, Main Channel Voices and is forth coming in Poetry Quarterly. She currently lives quietly in Casco, Maine. Jeaneology Nina R. Schneider
Healthtex elastic waist jean shorts: size 3 months—sweet baby boy; OshKosh
B’gosh striped overalls with snap crotch: size 12 months—cuddly; Buster Brown jeans without snaps: size 24 months—walk don’t run; OshKosh jeans: size 2T--run; Garanimals jeans and matching T-shirt: size 3T—who cares about fashion; Gap kids jeans: size 4T—I ‘m a big boy; Izod tan corduroy jeans: size 8 boys—first day of school; Levi’s camouflage jeans: size 10 husky—GI Joe style; Lee jeans, stovepipe leg: size 12 slim—rock star wannabe; Levi’s low rise, stone washed with button crotch: 25x28—eats 8 slices of bread a day; Gap black boot cut: 26x29—sullen but sexy; Diesel flare leg: 28x31—designers rule; Seven for All Mankind boot cut: 30x32—fashion rocks; Dockers denim slacks: 34x32—desk job takes its toll; Ralph Lauren city jeans: 36x32—prosperous. Lee easy fit jeans: 40x32—Sugar Daddy.
Nina R. Schneider teaches creative and expository writing at Bentley University. Her fiction has appeared in Quick Fiction, Brevity & Echo and on line in Pindeldyboz and the New Vilna Review. She earned a MFA from Emerson College and co-founded the Norton Institute for Continuing Education at Wheaton College ten years ago. I Loved Your Appendix Renee Podunovich They took it.
pink and yellow tissue. tender apricot flesh. an add-on to you. an inconsequential appendage. a mere flap of skin, useless. Your bare abdomen. a summer meadow dotted with the yellow Shasta Daisies of my kisses. and small incisions red and opening. For one instant I saw inside the envelope of your skin. skin like vellum, smooth, silk, soft leather supple from years of hard work. warm, scented like cardamom, persimmons, wood smoke, just moist like grape leaves folded over hidden and fragile innards. They said you won’t miss it but now I have less of you. an appendix less. an ounce less. as brief as a moment. a blink while stargazing. Yet someday one of us will pass on. not impalpable but the whole body. an ocean of passion become motionless. the shell of us left for the other to hold to the ear, listening for the roar of the sea, for memories that bubble to the surface from the blackness of canyons and crevices in the deep. The extravagance of having extra organs. this flesh, breath, death. delicate. so delicate. Hiatus Renee Podunovich
“Cool.” That’s all the email says
(not including the colon, dash and parenthesis that make a text language smiley face). It’s his response to the poem she sent, the last line reading, “I am taking a hiatus from our email flirting.” how cryptic. how unclear. not quite cutting the umbilical cord of obsession. must stop checking email every 30 minutes. checking email by cell phone. checking it on her vacation after she promised herself she wouldn’t. would spend time focused on her husband and is now pushing the check mail button over Campari cocktails and appetizers, surrounded by undergrads at a hip little place on 4th Ave in Tucson where they have been thinking of moving. think that maybe a change of location can spice up the dish they’ve had every day of their lives for 23 years. bring meaning and flavor back into this mouthful of midlife and each bite must be chewed 20 times because it keeps their attention off. the fact that there is no bottom to things. they are falling out of youth into something. so settled that they might become potatoes or petrified wood or the slow growing things in the desert that only get good and wet a few times per year and in the off times— just wait for it. It simply distracts her when he writes things like “Sometimes after I read your poems, I become overwhelmed with desire to have a wild affair with you.” or “You are beautiful and there is nothing you can do about it.” or “Remember that crazy cab ride 20 years ago from Fisherman’s Wharf all the way to Golden Gate Park when we were seeking out a long lost buddy who worked in a diner but we ended up in a Mexican bar drinking shots of Tequila?” followed by “It will have to be shots of ginger ale for me now.” 30 days of rehab (or “retreat” as a mutual friend calls it). how hard it is to stay young, stay sober, stay monogamous, stay inspired, stay anything and the need inside the words, the longing in the letters start dropping from the screen of the cell phone like unfired buckshot, land in the martini glasses and the swank dishes of arty little foods and she stares off into the empty space of her life unraveling. lets everything cascade over the edges. swears she’ll abstain from, retreat, just stop emailing him for 30 days (minimum). won’t become a sinkhole with an endless middle and a writer’s ego that never gets full. absolutely thirsty like Tucson. in the dead of summer.
Renee Podunovich lives in southwest Colorado in an alternative energy
“Earthship” home. Her writing has been described as merging science,
nature, and soul, exploring human experience in relation to a living
planet. Her work has been published in Ruah, Mississippi Review,
Argestes, San Juan Mountain Journal, Arts Perspective Magazine and her
book of poems If There Is a Center No One Knows Where It Begins (Art
Juice Press) is available online. www.ReneePodunovich.com. Across the River Oleh Lysiak
Doris Ruffe said you change cars
the way most guys change pants. She was our county clerk, turned legal tricks to keep me rolling. I trade cars I have for cars I like then trade for other cars. Drives my wife crazier’n she already is. She keeps her stuff. I work on stuff and pass it on. Apparently there are no cars to trade across the River Styx. Maybe the boatman trades. Startling Arrays Oleh Lysiak
Vagabond decades devoted
to exploring places exotic with stories to match are stored in memory’s reveries, pickled in startling arrays of intoxicants, evolved into versions dependent on what veil truth wears at the moment. Savoring flashes past brings on a grin, a laugh, an occasional grimace. Surprised to have survived, I’m fine with my place in the succession. It isn’t far off, or exotic or wild. It’s all right here.
Oleh Lysiak is writing Displaced, a memoir, while he can still remember what happened. He is also writing Sluts, Scammers and Longshots, a poetry collection. He has written Scars in Progress, The Chromium Kid in the American Zoo, Barely Inside the Lines, and Filet & Release. How I Want It Lauren Rogener
How I Want It:
Specifically, Rhythmically, Emphatically and not to be too picky, but, precisely; From someone who would know and yet surprise me— or successfully supply the illusion that I am to be surprised; Unfettered; Jittery not from nerves but from what I should perceive as the quaking of ineloquent gratitude; Not so refined so that I should come to be suspicious nor so vulgar so that I am reluctant to relate it afterwards; not-in-a-nutshell; with and from a distance at the right moments in abeyance; without consequence without being inconsequential, stringless, lingerless, hairless, with a slight sting to have it remembered by; by and by; promptly with a consistent respect for punctuality unclockwatching unlagging nontimewasting nonresidueleaving; in a word: nonstick, in phrase: to-the-letter; slicked without the sliminess and pursed but not wrinkled; extravagantly terminal, eternally-poised on the brink of completion, courtly, clenched, climactic.
Lauren J. Rogener is a graduate student from New York, currently studying and working in Montreal. Her research focuses primarily on early modern drama, while her own writing steers clear of theatre entirely. She is working on three cycles of poetry and one piece of fiction.
Fresh from Pottsville, Texas, you greeted
our hollow lives with the muffled growling of wolves crossing the swift, scarlet rivers of your pedigree. A tricolor, predominately black with highlights of white and sable, once again at first light, you assume your favorite stance on the sofa, hindquarters planted firmly on a cushion, forelegs elevated on the sofa arm. Your stare through the second-story window is electric, vigilant for the wayward sheep bleating in your blood, the sofa arm a crag in the Scotland Highlands where you keep your faithful watch never more than inches from the kilt of your master. In honor of Dylan, your predecessor, cut down in his fifth year by the fateful blows of a growth defect, we named you “Beefy” before we even saw you, bestowing you with the strength to muscle us from the unforgiving void. Larry D. Thomas, a member of the Texas Institute of Letters and the 2008 Texas Poet Laureate, is a previous contributor of poetry to the Boston Literary Magazine. He has published thirteen collections of poems, most recently The Skin of Light (Dalton Publishing, Spring 2010). A Murder of Crows is forthcoming from the Virtual Artists Collective in 2011. Among the numerous prizes and awards he has received for his poetry are the 2004 Violet Crown Award (Writers’ League of Texas), 2003 Western Heritage Award (Western Heritage Museum, Oklahoma) and two Texas Review Poetry Prizes (2001 and 2004). His poetry has also received three Pushcart Prize nominations, a Poets’ Prize nomination (West Chester University), and five Spur Award Finalist citations (Western Writers of America). His Web site address is www.LarryDThomas.com. A Flavour after Things Kyle Pivarnik
Five half-eaten,
red velvet cupcakes sitting on a counter, dried out, too palpable a sweetness for anything but decay.
Kyle Pivarnik writes both poetry and prose. He currently attends Naropa University’s Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics, where he both studies and teaches. Several of his short stories are featured in the collection Pale Moon, published by Monroe Press. Additional poetry and short prose are available on his blog at litlibations.blogspot.com. At the 50th Krikor Der Hohannesian Harvard College Reunion, Class of 1958 Adrift between symposia and seminars,a drizzle of reverie on Bow Street, aimless nostalgia graying in droplets of fog. At the corner of Arrow the campanile of St. Paul’s looming through the mist, Italianate monolith, blood- red brick. this was where you fell, Marco, a bluster of a June day, 1957, the day the scaffolding betrayed you, left you hanging to mock gravity, the split second of wonder before the inevitable. I stare up, watch the swallows and wrens loop and hover about the belfry clock, the minute hand inches toward the hour, the bells toll three, the birds whoosh off at the plangent peal. that was when you fell, after sweaty hours sandblasting the brick, flailing the humid air, wingless against the corkscrew dive. I stare down at the concrete where your blood once pooled— so where were the winged angels to waft you safely to ground? they said your head hit first, that the sound was one nobody would want to hear again. And tonight we will be dining and dancing—a cloudburst of reminiscence for us who have survived the thunder of a half century, the one lost to you in a heart’s single beat, a rogue gust of hot wind. in the class book an asterisk, Mark Brennan - died June 17, 1957
Krikor Der Hohannesian has been writing poetry for some 40 years but has only been submitting work for the past several years after shredding much of his early work. Since then, he has had poems published in many literary journals including The Evansville Review, The South Carolina Review, Atlanta Review, Peregrine, The New Renaissance and Connecticut Review. He also serves as Assistant Treasurer of the New England Poetry Club.
In Other People's Pictures Leo Racicot
You know how it is—
you're passing by or behind a guy snapping a picture of his family or his friend visiting from Denmark or a graduation cap-and-gown group a bar-mitzvah his favorite cat, Sally— and somehow you're too slow or you don't hold back fast enough and you end up being in the background of the snapshot. Well, he gets it home and he's beaming over his photographic skill showing off Aunt Helen cousin Cookie brother Bill and then he sees YOU!!! "WHO THE HELL IS THAT??? DAMN!! WHO THE HELL IS THAT???" And isn't that just how it is— that Thing— that Thing that appears where it doesn't belong sneaks up on us from behind peers out at us from the background worms or wheedles its way whether it means to or not into our peace lifts off-kilter the perfect picture we were trying to make of Life, the boat we were trying to pile ourselves into before the shutter clicked...
Leo Racicot's work has appeared in Co-Evolution Quarterly, Utne Reader, Spiritual Life, First Hand, The Poet, Faith and Inspiration, Ibbetson Street Press, Shakespeare's Monkey, Poetry and Yankee. Two of his award-winning essay-memoirs are featured in "Best of..." anthologies, and his holiday story, "The Little Man" is being published this year by Snug Harbor Books and in animated and audio form by Fablevision. His public appearances reading his work include Out of the Blue Gallery, The Lily Pad, Cantab Lounge, Parker House, Forsyth Chapel, 119 Gallery, CityLights in San Francisco and Buzz in Washington D.C.
Walking Something Harry Calhoun
Most days I walk 90 black pounds of Labrador,
so I’ve started thinking that everybody I see is walking something, if not a dog. The lady lurching past my house this morning was walking 40 pounds of excess weight and her uneven gait was caused by that and by trying to simultaneously applaud herself for walking some of it off. Today I’m mowing the lawn, walking the lawn mower in front of me but the thoughts of work tomorrow striding hard through the back of my mind. I walked Susie Taylor upstairs after my first kiss in her basement a lifetime ago, and this morning I strutted my lovemaking, emphasis after all these years on the love, to my beautiful wife. We’re always walking something, evidence that as Pascal said, all of our misfortune comes from our inability to simply sit quietly in a room. Six by Harry Harry D. Calhoun
Coming into summer
Why? Walking something The job and the day of escape Rejecting Bukowski Half human, half dog
Harry Calhoun is a widely published poet, article and essay writer. Check out his online chapbook Dogwalking Poems, his trade paperback, I knew Bukowski like you knew a rare leaf, and the recently published The Black Dog and the Road. Not to mention his chapbook, Something Real. He's had recent publications in Chiron Review, Chiaroscuro, Orange Room Review, The Centrifugal Eye, Bird's Eye reView, Abbey, Monongahela Review and many others. He is the editor of Pig in a Poke magazine. Find out more at harrycalhoun.net.
House on the Hill Derek Osborne
Run outside
the old house commanded Walk through the fields and places you danced till the dew soaked your jeans Run where stars heard your cries Go now dear ones they’ll be here soon and I need time alone in these rooms So all of us flew through those years slaying dragons searching for maidens and Gods to believe Older and wiser no longer those children we spilled like sparrows into the light our band of lost boys our covey in flight Out the front door bare feet in sweet grass Van Gogh orchards Cezanne meadow It’s gone! We’ve lost it! I heard us cry as bulldozers started erasing our kingdom Gaurdian eyes those tower windows Climbing the stairs for one last time And Years upon years flew by So on this day we stood there again a tract of gray houses with new boys playing Over the hill there were echoes of laughter We scattered your ashes of magic and love Ashes we’d kept in an urn like a mother Memories moving the clouds in the sky Bigger than life? At times I am sure of it Here’s to the sound of our trembling hands Here’s to the rush of youth and wonder the lives you had fostered friends now gone lovers we loved on your summer lawns Questions that even you couldn’t answer and doorways open that beckon me still.
Derek Osborne lives in eastern Pennsylvania in a remodeled Hobbit house. His work has appeared in Bartleby-Snopes, Ruthless Peoples, PicFic/Folded Word and here in Boston Literary Magazine. A Chap Book “Valentines Day” is coming out this fall. After making it into the final round of Amazon/Penguin’s First Novel Competition he’s feverishly revising and looking for an agent. To read more or contact, visit: www.gertrudesflat.blogspot.com.
There is No U in Sanity A.J. Smith
Me and coffee
lonely in our kitchen we stare through the trees at morning sunrise your ghost holds my hand each night your imaginary breath at my nape keeps me broken makes me whole I smile I weep but would never trade this crazy
AJ Smith writes poetry, short stories, and is working on her first novel.
Trespassing Liz Kicak
My sisters and I flop into the sea
of floral comforters scented with furnace dust and our father’s cigarettes. We bury our faces, smothering our giggles. Oh, the back closet corner! Home to everything silk and lace and glitter. We jam small feet into glamorous heels we never see her wear. Behind her draping fabrics hides a cardboard treasure chest. One of us pops the flaps—inside we find baby teeth. Photos of men: some our father, some not. A plaster handprint none of us remember making. Two unlabeled cassette tapes. A dirty white t-shirt wrapped around a black bible. She’s coming, Rachel whispers. We duck behind her wedding dress and winter coats. Holding our breaths hiding behind ivory lace and grey wool as she opens the door, rustles the clothes and sings Where have my little girls gone?
Liz Kicak lives and works in Tampa, FL with her dog, Finnigan. They both enjoy going to the park, reading great poetry, and eating Skittles. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in New York Quarterly, Muse Apprentice Guilde, and The Writers Block.
The Paramedic Student Memoirs Angel Zapata
1.
It’s her baby whirling butterfly wings against my skin. I’m so scared, and his mommy only speaks Chinese. I don’t know how to tell her it’s a seizure born in fever. Her volcanic eyes bleed Buddha-green tears. I cradle the boy. 2. 911 come quick! There in 5 minutes; steps, two at a time. She’s already cold, hours dead; overnight. 80 years lived in this home. Nurse’s aide, free at last to smoke indoors. Son begs me to help his mother. She’s stiff; slim ghost fingers scrape the ceiling. I switch on the heart monitor. 3. No longer the weight of his legs, twin exclamation points float lame. Cut marks mar the chain, withdraw anchor from ocean. I sift through red debris for limbs, find fractions of flesh, blue jeans. Another awful scream. I panic, plastic bag bone bits. I know he won’t be walking home.
Angel Zapata has had poems appear in Every Day Poets, Apollo's Lyre, The Absent Willow Review, The Short Story Library, and Gloom Cupboard. Visit his website: arageofangel.blogspot.com.
Respite Laura Rodley
Seven Canadian geese break rank
and glide single file, tiny butlers of the lake bring me their utter calm, served on the platter of the lake I swim upon with them. Expecting them to scatter, take fight, they don’t, propelled by same glad joining of feet and body in water as I am, three feet away now gliding through the water in the same direction. As rain smatters the surface, causing raised nipples upon the water everyone leaves the beach except Jim reading a book huddling under the huge ancient oak tree, his shoulders covered with a towel, holding my sandals out of the rain.
Laura Rodley's chapbook, Rappelling Blue Light was nominated for a Mass Book Award, and includes work nominated for a Pushcart Prize. Her second book, Your Left Front Wheel is Coming Loose, also published by Finishing Line Press, will be released this fall. A Rendezvous in the Clouds Tammy Ho Lai-Ming
—for Kevin Chan
My daughter suggested riding in separate cable cars. For her whole life, she had always shared one with sisters, friends, strangers. Not once did she have the swinging thing entirely to herself, high up in the air. It’s not like she’s going to pee inside, etch obscenities on the window, or get undressed. But she wished that bit of privacy, among the clouds. First reaction when those damn things paused, motionless, like pin-ups on a notice board: not panic, but a strange sense of relief, & perhaps a little bit of pride. Below, silent black moving dots were Asians. We were on top of them all, for longer than we had bargained for. Half an hour later: an overwhelming gush of boredom. True, the sky was briefly spectacular, brilliant colours in front of my eyes: ash grey, orange orange, moon-blue. I spotted two birds, not flying but gliding, together. Bastards. I imagined what she would say afterwards: “We were like cherries on a branch, waiting for a giant to pluck us.” “We were colossal earrings.” “We were part of the world’s ellipsis.” She could write a whole poem on the experience, and I would read, not recognising most of it.
Tammy Ho Lai-Ming is a Hong Kong-born writer currently based in London, UK. She is founding co-editor of Cha: An Asian Literary Journal. More at sighming.com.
Disclosure Cattie-Bree Skye Price
what you don't realize is that
i keep all my secrets under my skirt, so when i reveal one to you, i often feel like i'm showing you more than i should. i know you think i'm building an Everest out of a Potrero, but i wonder if you understand that there is no truer, deeper nakedness than the nakedness of someone who is taking off her clothes for someone for the very first time.
Cattie-Bree Skye Price aspires to one day be entirely herself. Her poetry has appeared in a few journals here and there, including Inscape, Calliope Nerve, and Shoots & Vines' quarterly publication, Bergamot. Among her favourite things are tea, dresses, flowers, and Jesus, and she would rather be stargazing than doing just about anything else. She can be reached at cattie.price@gmail.com. 31st Birthday Jennifer Yuill
An echoing mouth meanders
over the glossy peak, rising and falling- a lingering kiss for dewy peach skin, a canopy drawn over sand. "It's cancer," says the radiologist in the terror cinema of my imagination, as commonly as a tired waitress reciting the soup of the day. "You are going to die." My bitter breast exacts revenge for years of disapproval, suffocation in pushup bras, dubious handprints, leaving only chains of burning ridges against a milky desert.
Jennifer Yuill grew up in Lafayette, Indiana. She currently studies creative writing at the University of South Florida and always has a myriad of projects in the works. My Father Robert M. Dilley
I watched the thread unreel into the garment
like a robin plucking out a worm the sewing machine bobbed. My father was a Teamster, Marine, Seamstress the best Electrician, Mechanic, Carpenter Mason, Democratic shop Stewart. He always flew the only flag on a pole made by hand because you couldn't build better, buy higher or become confused about who he was. He suffered spinal injury from his blue collar dedication that fractured, pulverized vertebras, slipped disks squeezed dry poorly compensated union worker, on the job in America. The agony increased each time he read Made in China cringed at the political greed blossoming with the Cherry trees in Washington. He coughed up blood when cancer and Social Security were old lingered in his chair after 911, eyes still high on the snapping flag hands the size of mitts, backbone turned to dust. Grace Staci R. Schoenfeld
Walking along the path with you,
just before the cemetery where the marijuana grew wild, we saw her, and we stood as still as the characters on a just paused movie. She was also using the path, this fox—boldly going about her day. When she saw us, she paused and stared. The air stilled, became vacuum, as if the entire world took a deep breath and held it for this one moment of grace. Then, like someone hit play on a remote, the world exhaled into motion, and we all continued on our way.
Staci R. Schoenfeld is currently living in between oceans in Frankfort, Kentucky, where she attends and teaches at Kentucky State University. She is happy this poem was selected by the Boston Literary Magazine as she met this fox in Ashfield, Massachusetts, and now she feels as if this poem has found its way home. Risk Robert Laughlin
Americans abroad are used to hearing kindly words
From people who are quick to add This nation, as a whole, is an obscenity. Our foreign dignitaries hear no kindly words at all, Just criticism of whatever our supposed values are And pledges to confront, for any reason and on any terms, The USA that has one letter more than three. It?s not a sinister design that we alone have got A giant populace not handicapped by widespread poverty, Internal strife or limits placed upon our thoughts. So why so little sympathy for us outside? For anyone who has to know, just watch a game of Risk And see how players mass their forces to undo One player growing strong enough to win the game. The people piling all their wooden cubes on Ural and Ontario Don?t do it out of faith or ideology Or love for one of the invented territories on the board. Whoever wins, the others know that they must suffer out His calm, infuriating self-esteem.
Robert Laughlin lives in Chico, California. He is the creator of the Micro Award, an annual competition for previously published flash fiction. Two of his short stories are MWA Notable Stories, and his first novel, Vow of Silence, is available from Trytium. Dear Deity of the Culinary Arts Karen Kelsay
It's me, the kid you abandoned
in Home Economics class, the one cursed with the inability to follow directions. I'm sure you were up there, laughing your head off, the day I told my mother to leave me alone in the kitchen and she crept back in to declare: Girl, you can't even make Jell-O right. I'm middle aged now, wondering if you will ever lift this curse. I still have my tattered recipe books, and so it's not as if I have ignored you or denied your existence—but remember that apple pie I gave to my neighbor last week? I found out that it wasn't completely cooked inside— Yeah, that's what I'm talking about. Did you know that only a British vegetarian would have married me? I think someone needs to reach deep into her Martha Stewart apron and sprinkle magic cookie crumbs on my head. O Keeper of Divine Recipes—you owe me. Emma Karen Kelsay
Husband, I want to ripen into
a woman like your mother, one who wiggles an arm into the nook of a son's elbow, feet twisting obscure angles across frosty streets, refusing a cane. Whose only hope from tipping over in the lane with a dizzy spell, is not a bottle of pills, but a bag of boiled sweets. A stiff-upper-lip kind of lady, who jeers at heart attacks and broken hips, and raises hell when trapped in a ward with old people. One who still makes tea each morning over the burner, even though she catches her sleeves on fire. A woman with no riches, but a few baubles of costume jewelry and collection of miniature brass animals that glint in sun like a row of diamonds.
Karen Kelsay is a native Californian who spent
most of her childhood weekends on a boat.
Her husband is British, and she travels to England
regularly to visit family and enjoy the countryside.
She received a Pushcart Prize nomination
in 2009 and is the author of five chapbooks.
Some of her recent poems have appeared in
The New Formalist, Divine Dirt, Lucid Rhythms
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