It's Raining - Dale R. Wilsey, Jr. Fear of Heights - Dale R. Wilsey, Jr. Circle Theory - Cheryl Snell Makeup - Stan Galloway Summer Cottage - Elizabeth Cleary The Waltzing Crab of Stony Creek - Elizabeth Cleary Mouse - Ted Scott Fenders that Fend - Oleh Lysiak Tramps - Carla Criscuolo Optics - Byron Matthews Steaming Red Tea - Stephen Maurer My Time with Jay - Barbara Stratton Dinner at the New Taj - Sujata Balasubramanian Apology - Sujata Balasubramanian My Familiar - Richard Prins Services Rendered - Dave Davis Dad - Dave Davis My Nutritional Outlaw Zone - Robert Laughlin The Fragile Veneer - David Wells Vinaigrette - Emily Severance Summer and Tent Caterpillars in the Maple Grove - Nicol Stavlas An Ant Contemplates the Suddenness of Death - Adam Hughes The Pulley - Mary Pacifico Curtis At the Laundromat - Kathleen Cassen Mickelson Birdsong - Curt Ericksen Three Stanzas for Los Angeles - Nathan Hunt Respite - Laura Rodley No - Laura Rodley Stickcalibur James Valvis
I stand by a river waving a stick
around my head. What am I? Six? Seven? My parents stand near by. I feel silly having them for parents. I was meant to be a king's son. I've got that stick and I'm waving it around. I call it stickcalibur. My sister collects shards of green and brown glass which she imagines is jewelry. Later she'll drop it all on the dining room table and she'll run a flashlight over them to watch them sparkle. I've got that stick. My parents are janitors or something equally dumb. They don't know any better. They don't know they sired a prince and a movie starlet. To them, we're just regular kids they have to put up with. What do they know? I've read the legend of King Arthur. My sister says something I don't like. I wield stickcalibur and swing at her leg. She falls down hard. I hold my stick in the air triumphantly, as my parents move in. They snatch at stickcalibur, but only the chosen one can wield it. One by one, I smite them, until my father corners me between a rock and the river. Then he takes stickcalibur and smites me back. The life of a prince is not always a lot of fun. Afterwards, my father chucks stickcalibur into the river, putting an end to my magical powers and my destiny once and for all. But one day another will come, another chosen one, and stickcalibur will rise from the murky depths and a new prince will smite all nonbelievers. I just hope to God it won't be my kid. James Valvis lives in Washington State. His work has recently appeared in Arts & Letters, Blip (Mississippi Review), Front Porch Journal, LA Review, Nimrod, Pank, Pedestal Magazine, Rattle, River Styx, Verdad, and is forthcoming in Clackamas Literary Review, Hanging Loose, GW Review, New York Quarterly, Night Train, Slipstream, and others. His fiction has twice been named a storySouth Notable Story. His poetry has been nominated for the Pushcart and Best of the Web anthologies multiple times. His full-length poetry collection, How to Say Goodbye, is forthcoming. It's Raining Outside This Neon Brothel Dale R. Wilsey, Jr.
Music is coming in through the static.
It reminds me of the time I could barely make out your form through the rain as I sat waiting for the ragged waitress with smoke-stained fingers to fill my coffee. Neon signs distorted by oceans on window panes flickered and buzzed while taxis sailed past through well-known channels. The tired bell above the door signaled your arrival like so many before. Over easy with bacon and toast But nothing is ever over or easy. I curse myself for calling you from the pay-phone on the corner with the cracked glass that mirrors my face. Can you believe this rain I sipped my coffee and watched you light a cigarette as you placed it between your lips. I started to burn with it. To smolder and crumble as I thought of myself between those painted drugs. That's the trouble with all of them and their damned lips... and asses that drive my fingers across numbers on silver cubes. Beckoning me to sit waiting in neon brothels like a junky. Waiting. Sipping coffee. Wondering if any of this will ever be easy. Or over. Fear of Heights Dale R. Wilsey, Jr.
The sound of roofing nails
piercing tin. Finding the skeleton of heavy timbers beneath. Strength in my father's shoulder swings the hammer in a perfect arc, driving nails through in a single blow. It's 1986. I am 2 years old on a tin roof in a cloth diaper creating the earliest memory I'll ever hold on to. A sunny day carried on a cool breeze. Playskool hammer in hand, I mimic my father. Imaginary nails are driven through thin metal beneath my child strength. My mother is still here. They're still married. That was 24 years ago. Nails still hold fast in the roof of the crooked barn. But everything else fell apart from then on. And today I have a fear of heights. Dale Wilsey Jr. was born and raised in the small, unknown town of Tunkhannock, PA. Although he studied English and writing at Kutztown University, his real lessons have been administered through stacking field stone, rebuilding a carburetor, finishing too many bottles of bourbon and stepping on a nail once, among other things. He is a writer of short stories and a poet of no style in particular. Dale also maintains a blog at manic-frustration.blogspot.com. Back to TOC
Circle Theory Cheryl Snell
You’re better now,
your wounds have closed, there is sapling strength. Your sister is still at the other end of the phone, singing her hosannas. Your ex thinks it’s his turn now, though tit for tat was never established. Demands are made. Some are met. The ones who hurt you most want forgiveness at all hours of the night. You can’t sleep anyway, and when a friend offers a back rub when what you really want is sex, you slide down the door of your own locked-out life, and count yourself among the lucky. Cheryl Snell is the author of two multicultural novels, Rescuing Ranu (Scattered Light Publications, 2009) and Shiva's Arms (Writer's Lair Books, 2010). She has published several hundred poems, stories, reviews and articles online and in print. One of her seven published collections of poetry, Prisoner's Dilemma, won the Lopside Press Chapbook Competition in 2008, and Dorianne Laux included a poem from that work for the Sundress Best of the Web Anthology. Makeup Stan Galloway
I’d never noticed the care before
you use when putting on your make up— many layers, subtle, to achieve the perfect look. You hide the darker lines beneath your eyes, then darken lids above; you highlight brows and lashes to bring definition, contrast. The slight blush that I thought I brought to you comes really from a dab and rub of several sponges, and the tingle when we kiss, I should have known, is one of three slick layers, artificially applied. Stan Galloway teaches writing and literature at Bridgewater College in the Shenandoah Valley of Virginia. His poetry has appeared online at vox poetica, Loch Raven Review, Indigo Rising Magazine, Eunoia Review, Caper Literary Journal, The Atrium, Assisi: An Online Journal of Arts and Letters, and Apollo’s Lyre. In print, his poems have shown up in WestWard Quarterly, Midnight Zoo, Carapace, the Burroughs Bulletin, and the book Edgar Rice Burroughs: The Second Century. His book of literary criticism, The Teenage Tarzan, came out in January 2010. Summer Cottage Elizabeth Cleary
When she arrives early that morning,
mop and pail in hand, the first person to set foot on the slate path in months, toads spring up and she smiles thinking they too seem excited about the prospect of her opening long shuttered windows. But the frame sticks and she imagines dust cowers behind the door, refuses to unlock the bolt because it knows she’s here to announce it’s time to pack up, make way for paying tenants. She doesn’t notice the skunk living beneath the porch and confident she won’t disturb him, he doesn’t bother saying hello. The Waltzing Crab of Stony Creek Elizabeth Cleary
From my stone balcony, I spy blue crab
waltzing—left-left-pivot, right-right-pivot as the incoming tide taps the base of the retaining wall—1-2-3, 1-2-3 Across rocks and shells, he prances through sea lettuce fluttering like ball gowns, circles his dance floor solo, twirls into some oysters bedded under seaweed canopy, bumps a shy eel sitting quietly; his unexpected overture forgiven, she quickly slides from his reach, moves nearer the wall, nearer me, where I hope we both remain undisturbed. Elizabeth Cleary’s poem 'Context' was published by Boston Literary Magazine in Fall 2010. Her poem 'Battle Cry of a Dying Barn' was nominated for a Pushcart by Tipton Poetry Journal. Eli co-chairs The Poetry Institute - New Haven, in Connecticut, and works at a multinational software company. www.elicleary.com. Mouse Ted Scott
Forgive me, you small furry beast
for I've been given a mission, to trap you, to remove you from our kitchen. She said to show kindness and justice. We discussed the means and the end. Trespass is not a cardinal sin, so we chose a non lethal trap, that just locks you in, when you stray. Your life is not to be threatened. You'll just be removed to the woods; no harm at all, except for the loss of your home, and your loved ones, and learning a new way to live, in the woods, with new predators. Think of it as a new adventure, with new challenges to meet. And think of me as your friend, who gave you those new opportunities. And let us both reflect on this. What if our roles were reversed? Our Karmas exchanged in the kitchen Would it be me in the woods, or worse? Ted Scott lives with his wife in western Massachusetts. He made $25 last year from a story in The Green Mountain Trading Post. He still has more grandchildren than published poems, but he's beginning to catch up. He can be reached at ted_scott99@yahoo.com. Fenders that Fend Oleh Lysiak
The 48 DeSoto’s vertical cream, green and red
lighted radio plays “Bye, bye, Miss American Pie” on a sub zero Idaho two lane as a semi decapitates a nice four pointer in mutual headlights. Dispatched venison is wrapped in a tarp, lashed to the roof. I roll a day break doobie. We split the final Snickers. Ray steers his fifty-dollar real deal Detroit iron with fenders that fend and bumpers that bump home to the coast. What remains of our America recedes in the rearview. Oleh Lysiak’s poetry has been published by Boston Literary Magazine, Bad Light Literary Journal, Commonline Project, Void Magazine, Apt Magazine, The Boatmen’s Quarterly, The Bay City Slug, The Stinking Desert Gazette, Estafette Literary Journal and The Word Almanac. He is author of Filet & Release, The Chromium Kid In The American Zoo, Barely Inside The Lines, Scars In Progress, Geezer Rumba. Tramps Carla Criscuolo
We have been the ragged edges of nights
spent speaking tongues in the language of bourbon, converging on that vacant lot dusted in dandelion fuzz where our faults sit atop asphalt pedestals and demand worship. We have draped ourselves over marble slabs, bodies like black altar cloths stinking of backed up toilets, seething with a need to obstruct, to hide behind veils of plaster Paris so the world won’t see us swaying on our feet, anchored to nothing. Carla Criscuolo was born and raised in New York City and now makes her home on Long Island. Her poetry has appeared in numerous literary magazines including Main Street Rag, South Jersey Underground, Foliate Oak, and Message in a Bottle. Optics Byron Matthews
They use lasers now
to correct the view in telescopes Reality undistorted revealed at the eyepiece in real time If I had one of those and used it on your smile What would I see? Byron Matthews left a tenured faculty position in Maryland to make furniture for ten years in Santa Fe. He lives now in the mountains east of Albuquerque with his wife, a cellist, who encourages his poetry because it's finally something that does not involve large quantities of tools and equipment. His poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Quantum Poetry Magazine, Ramshackle Review, Victorian Violet Press, Front Porch Review, nibble, Willows Wept Review, Grey Sparrow Journal, The Centrifugal Eye, and other journals. Steaming Red Tea Stephen Maurer
She places her brimming cup beneath
her on my wife's cleaned carpet. With her legs crossed, skirt hiked up, the grounded right leg serves as fulcrum for the jumpy left leg. She's an experimental psychologist, loves the way poetry leads into the self, but hasn't been able to publish. Our poetry-writing workshop is taking a turn in our home. Tonight she brings an exotic red tea to celebrate my wife's recent publication. She starts to read her poem, the mild rant of a jealous woman intimidated by a favored sister. As she reads, her leg pendulums, each circuit closer to the leaning cup of red tea. I try to stay inside the poet's reading or the poem that's reading the poet, but her foot is within an inch of staining my wife's hard work. I can't decide what to say. Better to show than tell and a red-stained aftermath would be a provocative image, the drama enriching the poem far beyond its cliched words. Is the tea, the foot, or the stain the metaphorical referent? Perhaps they'll find a way into her next poem. The hypnotic foot, within a half-inch, makes me wonder if I'm part of a double-blind psychology experiment. Glaring at the multi-media presentation, my wife exits the poem, ends my reverie with a piercing glance. But the reading ends, the foot retreats, the poet smiles. Stephen Maurer has practiced and written about psychoanalysis for over 20 years. Reading and writing poetry were essential to his practice. A desire to immerse himself in poetry prompted early retirement from Seattle to a small college town (with an excellent English Dept.). He is a father and grandfather, has a lifelong discipline as a classical clarinetist and enjoys climbing, kayaking, and backpacking. His chapbook, Side Effects, was published by Big Table Publishing Company last year. He lives with his wife Elizabeth (Chief Muse and Critic) and their dog Sombra. My Time with Jay Barbara Stratton
We meet each morning for coffee and conversation.
We catch up on yesterday’s news, today’s plans and upcoming events. We speak of weather, sports, health, current events, and trivia, And whatever else might come to mind. I relish our time together. I love this man. He is married with two children. I love them too. He is my son. And meeting him on line is a highlight of my day. Barbara Stratton is a part-time editor, writer, and octanagerian. She lives north of Boston with her husband of 57 years and their pet golden retriever. Dinner at the New Taj Sujata Balasubramanian
Beer, meat and potatoes kind of guy,
Flirts with the waitress With braid and kohl and delicate hands, Of dark eyes, of amused and coy demeanor And elegant soft laugh. Gets her to speak spice and flavor, To read traditional names Then repeats with poor enunciation To amuse her, Asks for suggestions and takes them. Tikka Masala tastes better than he remembers. Apology Sujata Balasubramanian
“I’m sorry.”
I said it like I meant it, I did. It un-does what I did Un-says what I said And un-believes what I proclaimed to follow… I know it doesn’t. But if it did, Could you make me un-wrong? Instead I shall say it again. “I’m sorry” I said it a thousand times, I’m sorry I said it a thousand times. “I’m sorry” I don’t know what for. I’m sorry I don’t know what for. Now right the wrongs. Un-turn this page, un-write these words Put me back— The same place you found me. Un-read my promises Un-take my love Un-kiss me. Un-wind the clock Un-set the alarm So yesterday will never wake me again. Sujata Balasubramanian has a penchant for things that cannot be seen unaided. Published otherwise as a scientist, her poetry has appeared in Foundling Review, Alimentum-The Literature of Food, and now in Boston Literary Magazine. My Familiar Richard Prins
He’s drinking again after seven months. Two chiming
pints shoot relief into marble gutters of our fingerprints, surfing off tongues on a mirrorpane of laughter. His ribs, so easy to count. The night jots down their serial numbers. “When you quit drinking,” I recall, “You gotta deal with this marvelous personality that got you drinking in the first place.” Empty glasses always dangle wildfire in our eyes. He’s got one ripe blunt in his pocket, if I get another round. We pour three new personalities and let their wings spread. This is our torch so many oceans later. I hold him in the alley, pissing tangly-eyed on puddles that make every road familiar. A snail makes a sucking sound taking off its coy shell while mud inherits his shoes. Night will craft of him a fine xylophone. Richard Prins is a lifelong New Yorker who also spends time in Dar es Salaam. He's underway with his MFA degree at New York University. Hobbies include politics and the blues; his work has appeared in such publications as Night Train, elimae, kill author, Foundling Review & Catalonian Review. Services Rendered Dave Davis
Hotel guests slurp cereal and juice.
In the parking lot he works: stoop, pick it up, drop it in the bag, make it clean like morning air. Erosion lines deeply etch burnished eyes that speak without shame or guile. No bulk bears him down. He authors his own book. Discards the inconsequential to skim life’s surface and find meaning in the wind and light that propel him on. Hotel doors slide open. Busy careers pulled by aluminum handles on plastic wheels pass him by without notice. Moving calmly in the wake of impetuous lives, he collects the trash they leave behind, wearing on his sleeve ease of mind hard won. He is just an old white man picking up butts. Dad Dave Davis
He walked out
of 8th grade in '35. Hauled rock from the Sabine to build East Texas roads. Fought a war, his blood ocher on black New Guinea sand. Got a GED. Went to college. Sold Encyclopedias door to door. Nobody bought them. He taught school. The human brain was his passion: How it learned, how it remembered, how it forgot. When last I saw him, he had lost himself in its mysteries. Now retired, Mr. Davis dabbles in writing, fishing, and cooking. His work has been (or will be) published in Boston Literary Magazine, Eclectic Flash, Journal of Microliterature, and Pot Luck Magazine. My Nutritional Outlaw Zone Robert Laughlin
Another piece
of à la mode; it slides down without friction. The Food Police, in my abode, are lacking jurisdiction. Robert Laughlin lives in Chico, California. He is a frequent contributor to Boston Literary Magazine. Two of his short stories are Million Writers Award Notable Stories, and his novel, Vow of Silence, was favorably reviewed by Publishers Weekly. His website is at www.pw.org/content/robert_laughlin. The Fragile Veneer David Wells
Their story
is etched across the papyrus of her skin, inscribed in the hieroglyphics of crow's feet, indentations and wrinkles. Stretch marks, like dried-up canals cross the once fertile plain of her abdomen, terminating in scar tissue from her C-section, buried beneath the topsoil of her garments. Incisions on her inner left wrist protrude past her shirtsleeve, commemorating her loss. David Wells is a 59-year-old retired Social Worker from Lexington, Kentucky. He earned bachelors degrees in English and Social Work from Murray State University and a Master of Social Work Degree from the University of Kentucky. He enjoys the arts, nature and spending time with family and friends. Vinaigrette
Emily Severance
for Paul Hopkin
I’ve seen where that carrot’s been and want none of it get that promiscuous earth bride off my plate all the bugs she’s had like an infestation no dunking in water will cleanse. I’ve seen lettuce shimmy itself silly in front of cucumbers growing long and wide, onion bombs ready to explode, spinach crawling with stowaways headed for salad promised lands, garden plots so wild and screaming Emily Severance has had poems published in Breadcrumb Scabs, Defenestration, qarrtsiluni, and Sisyphus. She teaches elementary special education in New Mexico. Summer, and Tent Caterpillars in the Maple Grove Nicol Stavlas
Paul, who I never call father
cuts the branches down and tips the white silk into a bucket of gas my mother explains it's their home and I imagine tiny silk chairs, silk beds were there before he lit the fire which blows through the silk, leaving all the caterpillar bodies to weave and click over one another while yellow flames eat the lines from their skin, hollowing them out leaving embers and tar and I cry and say they are mine but he says pets are in cages they are not in forests, and so I put them in canning jars in yogurt cups in anything I find with a lid and they crawl and web into one another filling the spaces like water and I hear in the creaking of wet bodies on the glass keep keep keep on and I keep on, but I can't move fast enough against the fire and gas and after awhile I think they don't know that I am helping because they don't creak in the jar and the the rows of tiny feet hold tightly to the skeletons of maple leaves and they just can't tell the difference between you and him my mother says, but I know or I think that I know the difference until I smell the wet thick heat in my jars like a swamp and I try to separate the caterpillar bodies which have reduced to tar in the jars in the summer sun. Nicol Stavlas is an essayist and poet. She has forthcoming publications in Canary and Willows Wept. She has been named a finalist in Creative Nonfiction’s 2011 writing competition. Her journal is available at lastmaple.wordpress.com An Ant Contemplates the Suddenness of Death Adam Hughes
Walking this pheromone
highway, like thousands before me, smelling yesterday’s hope-filled paths, lost in the history of finding. Suddenness is an aphid revolt—no one can predict these things. Today tomorrow smells like trails and rubber and looks like blackness descending. I can feel my antenna swiveling, seeking, independent of that part of me that knows there’s nothing left to find. Adam Hughes was born in 1982 in Lancaster, Ohio. He still resides there, working as a pastor and a program director for individuals with physical and cognitive disabilities. His debut collection, Petrichor, was released in 2010 from NYQ Books. His work has also appeared recently, or is forthcoming, in journals such as the New York Quarterly, Pedestal Magazine, Foundling Review, and Tipton Poetry Journal. The Pulley Mary Pacifico Curtis
over the edge of a pit this hole
in the ground goes down a twenty story high rise underground my husband is at the top of the high rise down there knew this could happen this travel that supports our family our lives now in the hands of engineers they recommend beams a structure pulley cage in the beginning it came down to how he could live down to belief flimsy until one needs to know if a man would eat someone if one cried in the headlamp glow lighting the fallen if a mistress waits too if anyone of them talk about the jagged rock edges of starvation down to a community of savages hoping for salvation I imagine and cannot as that cage drills in that mere ropes in a shaft can rescue men. Mary Pacifico Curtis' poetry and prose have been published by LOST Magazine (www.lostmag.com), the Crab Orchard Review,(Languageandcultures.net, Longstoryshort.us), Clutching at Straws, Kaleidoscope (Los Positas College Literary Anthology) , Unheard, and Boston Literary Magazine. The Rumpus has carried several of her reviews. At the Laundromat Kathleen Cassen Mickelson
All this stainless steel
glass doors windows water whirling sheets towels unpaired socks pants and single men who wear rumpled shirts whose haunted eyes wonder where their lovers are now as they scrub out stains Kathleen Cassen Mickelson is a Minnesota-based writer who works in multiple genres, runs a blog called One Minnesota Writer, and donates editorial skills to the online daily poetry journal, Every Day Poets. She sometimes considers other things she might like to be someday, like a caped crime-fighter or a snooty vintner, but Minnesota doesn't have much market for that sort of thing. You can find further information and samples of her work at mnartists.org. Birdsong Curt Ericksen
When I come up to the study after lunch I see
the already dried hard drop of white on black pasted to the dust cover of the dictionary my wife gave me last Christmas. It’s a British English edition, IN COLOUR, the brand new bird scat punctuating the i in Collins. I must have left the pine wood windows open wide again. There’s a common blackbird—Turdus merula—I’ve heard and seen dipping among the low branches of the high-grown trees around the house, remarkable for its single white tail feather. When I was a kid in Missouri we stalked birds like that with our pellet guns. Pumping the stock ten, fifteen, even twenty times we obliterated cardinals and robins, the occasional woodpecker and lots of dirty brown sparrows. Now the print in the dictionary is practically indecipherable and I can’t read it without a magnifying glass. When my wife handed me the dictionary she reminded me that I used to brag that language was my mistress. “Try sleeping with this,” she said. Curt Eriksen was born in Kansas, but now lives between Boston and the Sierra de Gredos, in western Spain. His work has appeared in the U.S., U.K., Canada, Australia and India, in numerous print and online journals, including Orbis, Blackbird, Rosebud, New Madrid, 34th Parallel, Contrary, 42opus and Alba. Excerpts from Curt’s first novel, Ergo We Are Not, have also appeared—or are scheduled to appear—in Mad Hatters’ Review, Anemone Sidecar, Otoliths and LiteraryMary. Curt is a regular non-fiction contributor to The Montréal Review. More work is forthcoming soon in LiteraryMary and Independent Ink Magazine. All of Curt’s published work is accessible at www.clerik.weebly.com. Three Stanzas for Los Angeles Nathan Hunt
In a parking garage on Main Street,
a valet is trying to meditate while evening scrapes its yellowed claws across the myths of cities. The museums are full of our inheritance, from all the artists who died thinking they accomplished nothing. And the old woman died on her knees in the side-yard, praying for the great desert. And the moon hid, and the sun rose, and all the weary machines started up again. Nathan Hunt grew up on a family farm near Eugene, Oregon. He received a Bachelor’s Degree in Writing and Literature (with a minor in Spanish language) from George Fox University in the fall of 2009. He currently works at a winery in Newberg, Oregon. His poems have been published in The Iconoclast, Mudfish, Perceptions, and The Sow’s Ear Poetry Review. Respite Laura Rodley
The afternoon we buried Rist,
our sweet loving cat, we went for a drive, anything to get out of the house, and on the hills a rose line of light appeared that we’d never seen before, stayed before us on the horizon as though it was the heat from Rist’s paws galloping in freedom across the snow bundled hills— an indoor cat, so glad to be outside— around and around and around, zip, zip, zip, pink steam from the heat of her exertion and then it was gone. No Laura Rodley
No, she doesn't write poems.
If she did the world would be a whole lot better. Instead she spews angry words into the air, on phone messages, shattering what is invisible so out of the air fall broken plates, all the ones held up on slender straws, the ultimate circus act, the endless spinning, no longer under control. The plates land to the floor with a clatter. I sweep them up and throw them away. I've long ceased trying to repair them. Laura Rodley’s is editor of newly released, As You Write It; A Franklin County Anthology, a collection of elder's memoir. Her chapbook Your Left Front Wheel is Coming Loose was nominated for a Pen New England L.L. Winship Award and also a Mass Book Award by the publisher Finishing Line Press. Her chapbook Rappelling Blue Light was also nominated for a Mass Book Award. Her work has twice been nominated for a Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net. She loves all wildlife and the ocean.
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